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Thursday, June 26, 2008 9:38 PM

Yoohh!
lols jer is backkkkkkk!
qiannnnn~
jer rawks luh!
JER RAWKKKS!
JER RAWKS!
JER RAWKKKKKKKKS!!!!!!
urghhhhhs!
lols
i noe you rawks,
but jer RAWKKKKS too okay?
lols;X

yarh im getting super th lame can?
open house coming lerh nehhhhh!
waaa im lyk so looking forward to itxDD
dunnoe why luh.
went sv recently
wednesday and thursday.
my didi sick lorh.
i gib him th fever derhxDD
shhhhhhhhhhhh!

okay luh, dhat day fever is dam sway can?
ms ong suddenly call my house.
knn luh.
she suspect i pon.
walauuuuuuuuuuuuu!
ms ong!
plsssss luh!
i SO fking guai!
pon yr head okay?!
dun trust me say luh!
still must call.
kns.

today ms liaw dam good can anortt!
waaaaa!
mrs liawwwwwwwwwwww♥♥♥
我爱你!

th story goes lyk dhat...

once upon a time...
eh, wrong starting;X

today, cuz we doing th literature project marh,
dhen cuz gortt assembly,
so no place to put th items needed.
dhen we went to look for penguin (oops!)
but saw her paddling off.(whad th hell._.)

dhenn we rush to th staffroom,
thinking dhat ms ong will hlp us take care.
dhennnnnnn,
ms ong saw SEE FIRST.
KNN WHAD SEE FIRST?!
BEFORE SHE CAN EVEN SEE,
WE HAB GONE FOR ASSEMBLY LUH!

dhenn we bwaysong her liaoooo.
ehhhhhh!
she our form cher CAN ANORTT!
dhen we go look for mrs liaw(ohh mishhh gawdddd!)
She say OK NEHHHH!
our form teacher DUN EVENhlp us,
yet mrs liaw,
who is nortt our form cher,
HLP US WITHOUT THINKING SEHHH!
dhats why.
only mrsliaw's hwrk i will do.
others,
seefirst.
kns.

dhen, after assembly,
we went to look for mrs liaw.
we havenn even CALL HER,
SHE WALKED OUT SUDDENLY TO PASS IT TO USSSSS!
OH MISHHHH GAWDDDDD!
iLOVEYOU CAN ANORTT MRSLIAWWWW!
我爱你我爱你我爱你!♥♥♥

lols
im over-recating.
i cant imagine how i will cry if mrsliaw wont teach us.
kays,
frm nw on,
i will achieve at least an A2 for el!
mwackkkkks!

oh aniwae, gtgs.
buhhbwaii!

Monday, June 23, 2008 4:14 PM

SIANNNNN!
MS ONG NORTT TEACHING US LERH!
i mean..
she dun really teach dhat well,
to be frank ;X
but she really tell us jokes
(although LAMMEEEExDD)
but,
shes BETTER dhen th present cher.
th present cher..
WALAUUS EHHHH!
dunnoe whad mad women seh,
come in,
ask us memorize th Periodic Table of Elements.
though its nortt ALL
(dhat's even MORE CRAZYYYY @@)
but heyyyyyy!
Need memorize 44 ELEMENTS LUH!
she take us for WHAD?
superman and women izzit?!
i noe;
she very clever narh,
memorize all th elements,
but HELLOOOOO!
lyk we are going to be future scientist
or even science cher.
OR EVEN ELBERT EINSTEIN CAN ANORTT?!

whads more ridulous is she made us do theory book
frm page 1- 80!
she siao OR WhAD!
dhen she say:
dhis work ms ong has given long time ago.
if you haven finish a number of it,
you better do it by tmr.

NAHHBEUHH LUH!
since when msong gave us SO FKING MANY WORK?
she didnt even gib us a large number in btwn neh!
she treat us lyk robots!
but even robots need to rest whad..
later explosion hw?!

okay luh,
th worst thing is dhat th timetable chnged.
tmr gortt 4 period of MT!
tmds!
ehs!
hw can dhey liddat?!
holiday assignments
\i havenn even touch kaes?
(except for 1;X)
WALAUUUUUUUU!

today so many chnges luh!
dhen th music cher is lyk..
DAM NAGGY CAN?
lyk a women,
i will say ;)
i cant even play on th keyboard siarhhs

im so fking sick luh><
i came back,
took tempreture,
37.7
quite okay ritee?
th second time i took - 38.3
also quite okay rite?
th 3RD TIME I TOOK- 38.9
kao luhh!
its high fever okay?!
guess im nortt going school tmr.
woooooo!
best siarhh!
can take th time to complete my incomplete work.
WITHOUT PONTENT-ingggg!
wasaaaaa!
i rAwkssss!♥

lols better stop myself frm crapping futher.
wooo!
JER rAwkkkkssss!♥♥♥

Thursday, June 19, 2008 12:04 PM

wahh
dam fked up ytd
when toking wib Wenling.
its nortt wenling derh fault.
its dhat mther fcking b`tch's fault.

wahlauu she has no idea hw much people hate her.
dam bhb luh.
knn.
everytime act dua.
very BIGGGG mehs?
you are just a fly in my life.
as irritating as it is.
cant even SHOOOOOO you off.
go home luh fly.
come here only take up space.
you are just an extra in this world.

just as wenling say derh,
everytime morning dwn dere PK wib __
to see who know ** better.
you are just a flirt.
yea.
dunnoe whether you lyk ~~ or **
ccb.
break up the peavce in my life.
its just my luck knowing you.
you are just a fcked up piece of shytt.
tmds.
you very chio izzits?
even if thh whole world chiobu die dwn,
you still ARENT a chiobu in pple's eyes.
whad you think you are?
shytt you.
dere's no point fking you.
you are just NORTT worth it.
perhaps you habb nbr been called a b`tch before,
but,
rite nw,
you are a BIG, irritating B`ITCH
in my eyes.
nnd perhaps nortt only in my eyes,
but in alortt of pple's eyes.
SO WADDDDDDDD
if yr studies is better dhen me?
yr studies better so you can go ard b`tching pple?
use yr ass luhh,
cb.

you are going to get it frm me i tell you.
dere's no way im going to let a fker rule my life.
you are going to hab a BIG surprise-
a BIG slap on yr face.
im nortt going to care hw you going cry,
hw you going moan,
hw you going tell thh whole sch-
which includes yr fwendds,
dm, principal, teachers,
IDUNCARE.
once i set my mind on something,
its nortt going to chnge.
lyk you are FOREVERRRR a b`tch in my eyes.
get rdy horh,
dun say i didnt warn you.
i warn you is just because
i wan thh WHOLE world to knw
YOU are a b`tch.
dhats it.
b`tch.
buaysong come look for me.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 11:33 AM

LOL><
dunnoe wad happen to miies.
todaty slp dao 10.55
but,
henggggggg nehh!
havenn 11.oo
lols *bleahhh*
dhenn heardd BoA's Last Christmas.
thh pronuncation is lyk..
dam lols lorhh!
go my blog song see.
its thh 7th songg.
if i didnt hear Ashley Tisdale's Last Christmas,
i think i wouldnt find it so dam funny.

idunknw nnd iduncareeeee!
i juz wann mre slppppp!
recently so fwerking humid nehh;;
cant even get a goodnite slp.
HORRIBLEEE!
dhenn habb to on thh aircon.
wonder this month derhh bill will hw much=/
yarhh,
my parents will habb a diffcult time..
blame it on thh weather narhhs!
lols.
really marhhhhhhhhhhhh..

yarhhh...
ii still hateeee HERRRRR!
narbeuhhhhh!
I HATEEE HERRRRR!
I HATEEEE HERRRRR!
TMDS! SHE IS A FKERRRRRRR
KAO LUHHHHHHHH!
wonder why this kinda biatch exist in this world.
nbrminnds.
tok bout her spoil my mood.
going play audi liaooooooo!
byeees!♥

Thursday, June 12, 2008 9:51 AM

Yoohh:)

So siiannnnnnnn...
i hatee mornings><
all those dam drilling!
make miies cannortt sleep in peace.
start as early as 8.30 luhh!
ask dhem go die luhh!
ooh yea.
btws,
my bro go out say
"KNN! DIAM LUHH!"
dhenn thh indian look at him,
dhenn continue working._.
Lame ritee??
i noee..xDD
i teach him one;X

dhenn nth much to post liaoo lorhh..
ii really wann go for service nxt saturday luhh..
gortt fathers' day drama nehh!
shuldd be dam fun derhh narhh..
ooh yea.
you all can cme hor
pls contact miies kaessssss??
lols.
im really a free thinker narhh..
but,
i think going to church is very fun norhh....
you all shuld cme luhh..
hahas.
so see you deree:D

ooh yea.
i gtg play audiiiiiiiii liaoo.
lols.
byees♥

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 8:58 PM

LOLS.
juz camee back frm jurong point.
or shuld i say
DOVERRRR???xDD

yarhh.
went jurong point wib jas nnd qian.
go watch muviie lorhh.
thh wadd.. "Kungfu Panda" derhh.
jas say tt panda kawaii nehhs.
lols.
so we go watch lorhh.
buy hao ticket liao,
we go walk walk slack slack.
dhenn go arcade.
jas nnd qian play thh basketball derhh.
idunwan play.
dunnoe whyy;X

dhenn after tt,
we go thh "Toy'R'US"
go takee picturee wibb softtoyys(:
suddenly found Elmo so dam cuteeee nehhh!
LOLS.
Serious luhh!..
IT WAS LYK DAMDAMDAM FUN LUHH!xDD
dhenn we go back thh theatre,
dhenn buy snacks.

dhenn thh show was lyk dam lamee
nnd funny luhh><"
thh Panda very bouncy lehh.
lols!
bounce off thh stairs,
bounce off everything==
haoooo bouncy worhhhhhhs...

dhenn after thh movie,
i go pierce my ear lorhhs.
LOLS still gortt alortt to go nehhhh!
Jiiay0uus JERRRRRR!
YOU CAN DO IT DERHHH!
im laming again.==
after thh piercing,
go back in arcade lorhh.
lols.
dhenn wantedd to go home liiao.
here comes thh interesting partxDD

we took thh train to jurong east marhh,
dhenn after tt,
NO-ONE NOTICEDD WE NEED TO CHNGE TRAIN!
so we sat dere happily,
thinking tt we so fcking lucky,
still can get place to sit,
nnd in thh same time,
crapped happily.

dhenn thh train startedd moving.
thh first station we arrived was..
"CLEMENTI"!
DaMMITS!
dhenn ii was lyk asking dhem,
"our line gortt clementi derhh nehh??"
dhenn dhey was lyk..
"YARHH HORHHH!"
dhenn too late lerhh.
thh train's door clsedd.
dhenn thh speaker announcedd
"Nxt stop, Dover."
wahhh!
dhenn nxt stop liiao,
we lyk kisiiao liddat,
run out of thh mrt.
LOLS LUHH!
dhenn takee....
dam squeeziiieeeee!

suddenly jas say
"tt indian guy seem to be at staring us"
dhenn ii say
"he humsarp marhh"
wahhhhh
thnks lorhh cuzzie nnd shaoliang!
ii learnt thh word lerhh(;
dhenn FINALLLLLYYYYYY!
we gortt out of tt freaking train.
qian went hme
whilee i pei jas to takeaway dinner.
dhenn walk walk walk walk,
tok tok tok tok..
blablabla.
dhenn came hme.
bathedd nnd postedd
on my exciting day._.

Monday, June 9, 2008 5:03 PM

didnt do much things today..
juz EMO-ED.
im so fcking useless.
i realised tt
i havenn really figured out wad
i REALLY REALLY want all this dam while.
im juz a fool;;
a fool which..
didnt knew wadd she wantedd??

idknows..
ii tot i had gortt over it.
i really tot so.
but,
deep dwn,
its a different story.
WHAT THH HELL DO I WANT?!
No point asking myself this question.
Its as useless as miies.
dammits.

maybe i shuld..
i shuld..
gibb up all those.
including *URHEMMS*

yea.
its maybe..
part of my messy life.
ii suree have to laf.
didnt knew..
didnt knew my life was lyk miies.
so dam messy.
KNN.
ii hate this!
OOH GODDDDD,
when can you stop all this
toturingggg?!

its juz so freaking irritatingg.
i juz wanna my lifee to be SIMPLEEEEEE!
can You JUZ LET IT BE?..
dun make it complicatedd lerrh..

no-one really carees,
except my DARLINGGG
nnd GURLFWEEENDDS caree bout miies.
drag miies to Escape juz to stop miies
frm thinking deeper.
(darlingg didnt drag,
shes in malaysia._.)
LOVEEE YOU GUYS NARRH!



SHE LEFT HERE BWOKKENHARTTED

Sunday, June 8, 2008 4:56 PM

geeeees...
so siiann...
my mama foundd out bout my ear..
didnt say much.
juz said
你啊!
不要乱乱pierce..
浪费钱lehh.
==scaree miies.
ii tot she was going bann miiess
frm going out
nnd stop gibbing miies $$.
Weeees...

nth special happen againn..
ermmm...
OOH YEA.
morning watch a show.
DORAEMON.
哆拉A梦.
nicee one lorhh.
dhey chngee thh puppy nnd kitten
into human beings.
nnd btws,
ii juz found tons of
POKEMON nnd TELETUBIES VCDs
in thh living rm.
i didnt knew i was so dam lamee.
hmms buut nbrmiinds.
its guud to be a kiddo:)

dhenn afternoon watch one show on martial derhh.
thh ANIMATION WAS LYK DAM FUNNY LUHH!
lafedd all thh way lorhhxDD
ouhh my..
xDD

yea..
dhenn today
my aunts cme my hse play majong.
dhenn my mama order pizza(YAYYYYS!)
lols==
dhenn my cuzzie( nw in camp )
wann cme my hse..
so happy sehh..
nnd btws,
its thh gurl one luhh.
tt eldest derhh.
also nortt tt CCKSS derhh.


my ear so itchy.
wish it can be 1month liiao,
dhenn can take out thh stud.
very irritating nehh.
buut its worth it;D
yea lorhhxDD

MY 亲爱的 GURLFWENDDDDDS UHH...
pls makee up yr mindds.
thnk youuus.
;)

Saturday, June 7, 2008 1:17 PM

woots!
today's my 100th post.
must celebrate nehh!xDD
jkjk-ing luhh.
yarhh luhh..
ii dun really noe wadd to writee..
juz post song lyrics.
lyrics tt i think tt's meaningful.

Here goes...
thh lyrics
is random random derhh
nortt whether ii lyk anortts.

#o1 Teardrops on My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

#o2 I'll Remember You

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

#o3 Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

#o4 我们的纪念日

我的心忽然又活了
总在见到你的那一刻

原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后
忘了...

想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着

金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着

这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人
放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道

这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好

我用寂寞来惩罚我
看着你走过
要什么当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我
轻轻的转着
那是种甘甜以后
让人想哭的快乐

#o5 Tattoo

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still apart of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you...

#o6 Winter Love(Translatedd)

As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you

Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream

Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again

We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you


End of post.
Haiiishh..
im still trying hard to let go..

Friday, June 6, 2008 4:45 PM

haiishh
TODAY IS A NEW DAY!
YOOHHHH!

Morning wokee up.
didnt habb a guud niitee.
spend thh wholee dam nitee pondering
over things i SHULDNT
yea. SHULDNT
buut for thh sakee of wenling(xDD) ii still did tt.

so ate my breakfast and on com.
guess wadd ii play??
no niid guess also you al noe derhh narhh.
AUDITIONNNNNNNNN
LOLS><" my post is getting LAMER nnd lamerrrrr._. kaes wadever. ii juz lurveeee being so DAMMMM LAMEE.
wadd can you do??xDD

yarhh dhenn touch up abit
on my holiday hwrk
(MIRICLE! if my classmates were to see this post,
dhey will laf till head drp==)
ii didnt noe ii KNEW hw to do.
wahhhhhhh!
JERRR HAO GUAI UHHH!!!<33

dhennn.....
dhennnnnnnnn....
LOLS! no luhh.
ii went chat wibb DAWN DARLINGGGG!
lols== yea.. she suree cheer miies up!
DAWN GURLLLFRIIENNNDD!
WOANIIS!

lols==
SEE WADD I MEANT?!
ii cant stop LAMINGGGGGGGG!

ooh yea!
ytd went lot1 wibb qian.
jas was sppose to cme too,
buut she siickk..
HHAIIISHHHH..
YOU FEELING BETTER??
MUZ REST MRE NEHHH...


yea.. dhenn you can guess narhh
pierce again.
this time at The Bluez.
IS DAMMM PAINNNN NARHHHHHH!
dhenn smemre today
my baby cuzzie go PLAY WIBB MY PIERCING!
buut cant blamee her narhh,
havenn even 1yr old,
wann her noe so many things mehh??

yarhh..
dhennnnnn nw,
im posting smething on my blog.
ii SIBEEEEEEIIIIII TIREDDDDD:(
feel lyk slpinggggggg....
ii noe ii very piggy narhh
<(^oo^)>
ooh btws,
I♥PIGGGGGS!
CUZ IM ONE MYSELF!
*OINK*xDD!

Thursday, June 5, 2008 10:19 AM

dam BOLIIIAOOOOS today..
so decided to do a quiz.
gortt it frm NCO Fadila's blog.
lols.
shuld ii credit her??
hmms..
lets see...

1. What age do you wish to marry?
idunknows.. dun ask miies..
when ii complete my studiies barhh;X

2. What you want the most right now?
ermmm.. GROW SMARTER..
nnd let my mama accept miies as a christian.

3. What do you want to be in your next life?
ii want to be..
a..
dunn0e nehhxDD

4. Something to describe yourself.
im CHAO EMO DERHH LORHH:X
yea..
dhenn.. LOVE GOING OUT
quitee BLURRRR sometimees luhh hahas.

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
tt dream is lyk so dam secret luhh!
cnt tell derhh..

6. What are you afraid to lose now?
loyality, loved onees.

7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love
NO MAN. NO WAY.
ive seen so many relationship..
all ended up wibb break
how can ii believe tt??

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
dun think so lorhh..
ii nortt so thickskin nehh

9. How would you spend 200 bucks?
i will SPURLGEEEEEE(izzit wrong spelling?)
treat my fwendds,
buy myself smething
ive been craving for a long time,
nnd HAIR EXTENSION
NND BF TEEEEEE!

10. What would you do if your guy bestfriend confess to you that he love you?
it dependds lorhh..
see tt person sincer anortt..
dhenn see his attitude, looks, blablabla..
buut thh relationship sure would last long derhh
cuz he noe too much bout miies lerhh

11.Which type of person you hate most?
betrayerrrs
backstabbers
flirterrrrs
copycats(copy till veryyyyy cnt bear tt type.)
others are still okayy.

12. So you cherish every of your friendship?
crap. of cuz ii do.

13. What makes you hyper?
ermmm...
going out wibb fwendds for..
very longgggggg!
lyk 3days chalet or camp.
SWEEEETTTTTT!

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
nth luhh
my fwendds...
ii dun really caree bout my family narhh.
frankly, dhey sux.


15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nopee..
ehh,
yes?
IDUNKNWWS LUHH==

16. What do you want your friends to be like?
ermm..
loyal can liiao.xDD

17. Will you reject a guy & what will you do?
ii rejectt...
dhenn..
tell him, its impossible
dhenn ask him gibb up.
see if hes attitude quuite good,
maybee still can be friends^^

18. What are your weaknesses?
my studies.

19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to
MY GURLFWENDDS LORHHS!

20. How will you spend your time if today is your last day on Earth?
PARTY WHOLEE DAY LONG!
go church,
go arcade,
go LAN
NND
STRICTLY WIBB MY FWENDDS!
no family members are allowedd.

CREDITS(hahas): NCO FADILA

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 10:24 AM

there's nth much to say,
seriously.
samee old thing happen over nnd over again.
it's nortt gonna stop.
it hurts..
buut..
im juz gonna bear wibb it..
IDUNKNOW MYSELF...
its always liddat,
getting too emotional
on times it shuldnt...
I HATEE MYSELF!
it isnt thh way ii want it to be..
it isnt..
ii noe it isnt..
hopee ii could endure
all thosee stop emo feelings of minee.
ii culdnt bring myself
to tok to you alrdyys;;
ive lost thh dam couragee.
it shuld be buriedd in my hartt
forever nnd mre.
buut..
ii kept on..
revealing thh scar...
nth could hurt mre than this..
ii hatee myself..
i could smilee..
buut its juz so dam fakee.
maybee..
its juz fate..
deres no way ii could..
could deny it..
ii only could depend on myself..

and theres all.
buut,
sarang haee yo...

Monday, June 2, 2008 8:21 PM

idunknow...
ii really dunknw wadd ii wantedd..
in fact,
i nvr hadd even got time to think.
everything juz happen too fast,
pass by too fast..
ii shuld juz follow God's will,
nnd hopee tt ii cann..
stop thinking.
STP THINKING GURL,
YOU CAN DO IT!

im juz..
juz cheating myself..
ii tot ii had gortt over it,
but ii havenn.
noone knews wadd happen to miies.
im juz so..
SO DAM CONFUSEDD!
im juz a..
pathetic one, arent i?
wtf i waz here for?!

ii tot timee could really heal everything..
but in thh end,
im still a FOOL.
a BIG IDIOT!

ii had enuf
of those lies nnd excuses.
ii didnt want my life to be juz black nnd white.
I MUZ LET GO NO MATTER HW HARD.
its my life.
ii wouldnt let people control it.

Goodbyees.

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