sian.
so fucking sian.
im so sick and tired of everything.
training ended at 7.35, which obviously took away
th time meant for Minru, Wenling and me.
wths.
i noe NDP is coming..
but its really all so dam tough.
i cant endure.
today when holding th pumping position on th carpark flr,
i teared lo.
kns..
its really pain..
th sun is lyk..
HOT SEH..
th boiis cant even feel th pain..
my knee blisterrrrr..
im really tiredd..
its really..
my stamina is gone.
gone to somewhre whre i dunnoe..
dunnoe why..
my afternoon drills
SUCKED laa.
i really boh mood.
i think its bcuz..
of Mass Reading?..
Zzzz..
i wished i had been strong..
but NDP somewhad make me tensed.
after all,
its my
FIRST Muster Parade.
dere's no way i culd take it lightly.
i cant throw my face in front of my friends,
my teachers,
or even my cousin.
hw i wish i culd hab a break.
hw i wish everything wuld juz
STOPPPPPP...STOP...JUST STOP...im very tiredddd..
i juz cant stop tears frm dropping dwn.
dunnoe why.
dun feel lyk enduring animre.
no matter hw much i endure,
deres always pple who destroy
EVERYTHING.and dhat includes pple who keep pon-ing NPCC.
IM SO FUCKING IRRITATED!
those pple keep disgracing us from time to time.
even if dhey come,
dhey will keep..
lyk acting injured.
dhen in th end,
we hab to carry their bags for dhem.
hellowwwwww~?
WE NORTT THEIR MAID OKAY?!
we are here to
LEARN,
nortt here to slack!
and btws,
ARE YOU ALL SO FUCKING SURE YOU ALL INJURED????i doubt it.
you all are just pain
LAZY to move yr ass.
SO FUCKING LAZY.
come NP act injured very good hor?
still gortt CCA points take.
and..
STILL CAN THROW YR FACE AND YR SQUAD MATES FACE.
wowwww~
dhats dam fun laa!
is dhat whad you are thinking?
if you dunwan to come,
PLU-ESE DUN COME FOREVER.
PLU-ESE NOE YR LIMITS.
PLU-ESE GO HOME AND SLP.
PLU-ESE FUCK OFF.
PLU-ESE BE MORE CONSIDERATE!
ihateyou!
suckers!
humji kiaas!
tmd!
tok no action niah!
fuck off NP laa!
