boy ..
do you know how much iloveyou ?
i have nehber gib-ed a dam on peeps opinion ..
i just cared about yrs .

do you know dhat i ouh-so wanted you ?
i cant help it but think of you every single day .
perhaps you cant feel it ,
perhaps you dun know it ,
perhaps you are arent aware of it ,
but IMISSYOU .

i shuldnt had fell so deeply in love wib you ,
but do you think i can help it ?
you wont even know how im feeling ..

th chances of us meeting are rare .
and i cherish every moment of it .
i would take a picture of you joking around wib me .
boy ,
dun you feel it ?

i shuld tell you how i felt .
but im so fucking HUM .
i dun even dare to tell you dhat .

maybe dhats why you arent aware .
well ,
you shuldnt even be aware of it .
unless i tell you .

boy ..
i really miss you ..
really miss you ..

how much will it take for me to make known my feelings to you ?
well ,
you shuldnt even gib a dam .
cuz im just an ordinary gurl .
a stooooo-pid gurl too .
well ,
you shuld care .
why shuld you ?

you dun gib a dam .
whad will it takes for you to notice me ?

you are th first guy who made me felt so horrible .
it shuldnt be th case .
have i gone nuts ?
im just crazy-ly in love wib you .

i guess you wouldnt know my feelings .
you wouldnt .
to you ,
im just a ORDINARY GURL .

haish
sian laa .
my helix piercing suddenly very pain siol .
knn .
dunnoe laa !
PAINNNNNNNNNNNN ..
i pierce also boh so pain laa .
cheebye nahbeiis .

planning to go lan on wednesday wib gurlfwees .
think going dhat checkpoint one barh .
but th prob is ,
i bankrupt liaooooo .
TT
boohoos .
sial laa .
today dunhab promo dhen didnt tell cherr ,
so boh go th chinese thingy .
dun really give a dam to her .
haish .
sucker .

kenna scolded by my parents .
i also diam diam let dhem scold .
dhen so back to my room .
dun wan to hear their fucking nonsense liao .
if dhey think its so easy ,
let dhem do my homework laa !
literature fail niah ,
dhen lecture until liddat .
honggan lo_|_

haish .
woke up ard 7.30 becuz of dhat YongLi's msg .
he asked me why i haven come yet .
dhen i say im nortt coming .
he ask why .
i said i gortt promo .
hahas !
but its kinda sian lo .
i happily sleeping dhen he wake me up .
boh die before izzit ?
zzzzzzsxszxsszszx !

its my gurlfwees who care for me everyday ,
nortt you .
and i am nortt hoping it will be you .
too bad dhen .

ouh stfu !
idun wanna knw anything !
just lemme hab peace ..

i dun wan to owe you anything .
i really dun wan .

today and ytd were 2different things .
its totally different .
dun put dhem tgt just to confuse me .

you know whad im saying ,
you know it .

its purely you who dun wan to admit .
humji kiaa .
cheebye .
but you know whad ,
i cant bring myself to hate you .

_____________________________________________________________________________


today went to cross country dam early for duty .
slept in th bus during th dam journey .
haish .
im just missing you .

when we rched ,
we reported to th stations .
we had to so-called shout at pupils who go who side
and we pratically had to chase dhem .
so who's running th 3.5km ?
NPCC/SJAB or you pupils ?
*yawnnnnns*

saw alortt of NCOs , seniors and friends run past .
cheered dhem up .
haish .
But i just cant get you out of my mind

went back and do all th saikang job .
haish .
Thanks, YiSong ,
for yr 20cents .
and i picked 10cents from one of th box also .
so my profit : 30cents(:

my cousin was lyk staring at me when i sat down .
lols .
going confront him;X

after dhat i chnged to half sch U
dhen went to SVPS wib Justin and Nco XinYing .
i missed ChuHui's arrival .
so sad .

when we rched sch ,
we saw XiangWoon and he hlped me wib my luggages .
Thanks ,
XiangWoon;D .
you are more gentleman dhen Jerel Koh .

Dhen we go disiao our juniorrs .
kenna chased dwn my Mrs Wong .
honggan laa _|_

so we went to MrYap instead .
gave him his prezzie .
awwwwwwwwww ,
dhats so nice of meeeeee !
hahas jkjk-ing .

Jas asked me to go canteen to meet her ,
so i pangseh-ed XiangWoon and Justin .
haish .

after dhat i saw Mdm Wangjuan
gave her th present dhat i did it wib my hartt and soul .
my god .
i almst despo dao brk th bottle;X

dhen go look for MsSiti .
she gave me a hug (as usual)
and i gave her th prezzie .
dhen she hugged me again
(wtf . Nco XinYing saw it . i dam paiseh .)

after my santa job was done ,
i saw Aidil .
HAHA !
still as crappy as ever .
he didnt gimme children's day prezzie and my birthday prezzie .
awwwwwwwwww ..
so sad-ed can anortt ?!
im so disppointed in you !
jkjk-ing laa .

haish .
dhen go slack wib th others .
sian laa .

after dhat qian and jas come my hse .
JAS ! YOU FORGORTT YR PREZZIE LAA !
hahas .
she left it in my hse .
maybe she wanted to gib it back to me ?
lols .
btws its a Baby Pooh Bear .
cost me a fortune .
her birthday prezzie very ex laa .
zzzzzzsxsxzsxs !

and ive pierced my ear again .
for goodness sake !
DUN EVER 灭掉 AGAINNNNNNN !

ive pratically nth else to write .
&& im just missing you .

Maytaurus : Yeah yeah whadever-.-
KAIMIN(: : Darhlinggggg .. i wrote it on yr Geography text i think ..
sec 2 senior : Lols .. so nw i dun gib a dam liao marh .. So you are Justin ? Justin Yeo ?

haish .
i sibeih boh mood ..

English :B4

Higher Chinese: C5

Mathematics : C5

Science : B4

Geography : A1

History : B4

Literature : E8

Home Economucs : B4

im hiding my report book from my mother .
but i wonder how long can i hid .

haish .
E8 .
E8 !

at least i didnt get F9 .
even Enthuu asked me whad happened to my results .
i didnt know how to answerr her .
all i know was to hold back my tears .
i just came home and im already lyk tearing .
idk when dhis secondary school life i going to stop .
i just want it to stop going ..
Plsssss ..

maybe i had played too much .
but ive really tried my best !
ive lost .
ive nth to cling on now .
i would just let everything fail ,
dhen drop to NA stream ,
dhen to NT .
its useless to study .
cuz i cant .
idk how i used to ,
but now ,
i CANT .

ouh everybody ,
just STFU !
dun comfort me .
you are gonna make me feel worse .

im so fucking stressed up .
i cant run th cross country just becuz of th duty .
dere goes my one year .
and i swear i will nehber do it again th next year .

wib my results ,
hw can i face th world confidently ?!
i must as well stay at home .
eat finish alrdy slp ,
slp finish alrdy eat .
liddat very good whad ?!
no homework ,
no cherrs ,
no NOTHING !

i cant do anything about it .
if im going to fail ,
let it be .
if im going to stay in sec 1 forever ,
let it be .
i cant hlp it and i dun want to hlp it .
dhis is crap .
im nortt gonna be th gurl ive used to be anymore .
im nortt gonna cry over silly things lyk results and him .
im nortt gonna bother myself wib my results .
im nortt gonna care if people expel me or anything .
i just wanna be MYSELF .
im stooooo-pid and i cant achieve good results .
get dhis point straight .
i want to be th stoooooo-pid me .
i dun wanna be myself trapped in another person's mind .
i dun wanna be a puppet anymore .
&& im nortt gonna be as pathetic ever again .
weesh .
suck it .

if i cant behave myself ,
let it be .
`cuz dhats part of being myself .

i dun wanna be studying in another person's mind .
i dun wanna sit for exams liddat .
i dun wanna my promotion test .
I DUN WANNA ANYTHING .
I HATE EVERYONE !
{except my gurlfweees }

haish .
im left wib nth in th end .
im left wib nth after fighting so fucking hard .
im left wib nth but a lame report book .
im left wib nth but 3more years in CCKS .

ihate dhis sch .
so be it .

ihate exams ,
so be it .

ihate stoooooooo-pid cherrs ,
so be it .

dhis is th real me(:

MY STEAD : of cuz we will last long(:
KAIMIN(: : haish .. can i hlp it ? thanks btws;D did you see th note i left under yr desk ater my campcraft test ?
3nid : nehbermind . if you said srys nw , will it hlp ?
QIANYI : Thanks for tagging , baobeih !

just a little quiz jacelynnn passed down (:

1. Th person who tagged you :

Isnt really tag . i visited her blog . btws its jacelyn(:

2. Yr relationship with him/her :

Friends ? very good friends ? lols ;X

3. Yr five impressions of him/her :

Cheerful ?

Chio ? ( seriousssss )

Helpful;D

Friendly !

Outgoing(;

4. Th most memorable thing he/she has done for you :

Caring for me barh ..

5. Th most memorable thing he/she had said to you :

iloveyou ? but dhats her signature phrase .. hahas .

6. If he/she becomes yr lover you will :

Erh love her ? lols .

7. If he/she becomes yr lover, th thing he/she has to improve is :

Erhhhhhhh .. i dun think gortt nehs;X

8. If he/she becomes yr enemy , you will :

Eh pluuuuuuuuuuuuu-ese . dhats so fucking impossiblesxzssxxvvccss .

9. If he/she becomes yr enemy , th reason will be :

Its already impossible .. hw i noe sehsxhhsvvs ..

10. Th most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :

GO LAN NW ! MY TREAT ! ( but dun play too long TT )

11. Yr overall impression of him/her :

SuPeR friendly .. hahas !

12. How you think people ard you feel about you :

Kisiaoooooooooooo !

13. Th characters you love of yrself are :

Able to laf at my own mistakes .

Lafing over small things for a longggggggggggggggggggggg time (LOLS !)

14. On th contrary , th characters you hate yrself are :

Lazy {extremely .}

siaoo dao siaoooooooo !

Cant stop lafing .

Not a good leader
and a lot moreeeeeeeeeee ..

15. Th most ideal person you want to be is :

Erh . Me , myself and i (:

16. For people that care and like you , say something to them :

Thankyou .

17. Pass dhis quiz to 10 person that you wish to know hw dhey feel about you .
1. YueLin
2. ZiRu
3. Joceleen
4. MinRu
5. XiaoHui
6. KaiMin
7. Dawn
8. Alicia
9. WenLing
10. Kimberly

{nehmind if you lazy . i dun mind(:}

18. Who is 6 having relationship with :

Erh shes .. single ?

19. Is 9 a female or a male

Femaleeeee .

20 . If 7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?

Nopee . Unless dhey are lesbo , dhen i wont mind(:

21. Whad is 2 studying about :

Everything that im studying about;X

22. When was th last time you had a chat with 3 ?

If proper chat , we haven done so for awhile .
If its short , i just had one with her this morning(:

23. Whad kind of band music does 8 likes ?

Will ask her if iver gortt th time .

24. Does 1 has any siblings ?

Yes . One younger sisterr .

25. Will you woo 3 ?

Erh shes th monitress . if i woo , i sure kenna whack .

26. How about 7 ?

Shes my really really really GOOD friend . its better to stay dhat way(:

27. Is 4 single ?

Nopee . Shes my steaddddd;D

28. Whads th surname of 5 ?

Ong .

29. Whads th hobby of 10 ?

Singing . shes our class superstar .

30. Does 5 and 9 get along well ?

Dhey dunnoe one another .

31. Where is 2 studying at ?

ChuaChuKangSec .

32. Talk something about 1.

She lafs lyk Santa Clause . "Hee hee HOHOHO !"
Nehver fails to make me laf along wib her laughter . lols !

33. Have you tried developing feelings for 8 ?

Pluuuuuuu-ese ! Shes my juniorrrr ~ dun corrupt her innocent mind !

34. Where does 9 lives ?

Petir

35. Whad colours does 4 likes ?

Black and whiteeeee !

36. Are 5 and 1 best friend ?

Dhey dunnoe one another .

37. Does 1 have pets ?

Dun ask me .. Ask her ..

38. Is 7 th sexiest person in th world ?

DUN ASK MEEEEE .. Idk hw to answerrrrr><

39. What is 10 doing nw ?

All i knw is dhat shes in Philps nw(:

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why,
I got out of bed at all,
The morning rain clouds up my window,
And I can't see at all,
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
But your picture on my wall,
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad.

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again,
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply,
That I might not last the day,
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
It's not so bad.

And I want to thank you,
For giving me the best day of my life,
And oh, just to be with you,
Is giving me the best day of my life.

Pushed the door, I'm home at last,
And I'm soaking through and through,
Then you handed me a towel,
And all I see is you,
And even if my house falls down now,
I wouldn't have a clue,
Because you're near me.

And I want to thank you,
For giving me the best day of my life,
And oh, just to be with you,
Is giving me the best day of my life.

And I want to thank you,
For giving me the best day of my life,
And oh, just to be with you,
Is giving me the best day of my life.



its th excact feeling .
th feeling which left me speechless .
you sucked .
but i dunnoe why .
i just cant get you out of my mind .
i keep seeing you .
and pluuu-ese ,
how i wished it was an illusion .
but it wasnt .
i wish i can forget youu .
i want my birthday to be a perfect one ,
so i want to forget you .
DUN talk to me at all ,
pluuu-ese .
im too weak to get hurt again .
i must be strong to kick you outta my mind .
ouh gawwwwwwwwd !
GAWWWWWWD !
who asked me to fall so deep for you in th first place .
i tried avoiding you ,
but i couldnt .
i just keep seeing you more and more .
JUST LEMME GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND CAN ANORTTTTTTT ?!
i cant concentrate on anything else except you .
but i just cant seem to get myself to hate you .
fuck laa !
cheebye .
my fault again .


FRIDAY

ouhkay .
lame day .
my history passed .
wib 'flying colours'
8/16 .
whad you think about dhat ?

my chinese ..
im gonna fail badly for it .
tmd .
chinese cher dwn dere talk cock i also dun gib a dam .
my test all get 30 and below / 100 .
you tell me i will fail anortt ?
im nortt smart and i dun want to act as if im .
im just a normal human being
and im praying hard to get out of dhis freaking HMT .
uh fuck .
ive nehver scored As for it before .
cher so fucked up .
subject so fucked up .
everything is making me so fucking irritated .
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !

ok .
during music , brandon and songhong's cousin joined us ,
although dhey sec2 .
dunnoe hw th cher notice .
cuz songhong cuzzie wearing yellow marh ,
dhen brandon wear th same as us - PURPLE .
dhen when MrLow saw songhong cuzzie ,
brandon was lyk
"Sec2 siam laa .
here sec1 niah "
lols laa !
dhen songhong's cuzzie siam off ,
MrLow was staring at Brandon .
HAHAS !
brandon die also dunwan go off .
dhen he wait very long dhen he go off .
dhen we were lafing lyk siaooo laa

dhen gortt th freaking maths test .
i sure fail .
i dun even noe hw to calculate gradient .
fucking siol .
dhen after maths test ,
i chnge in class .
okay dun anyhw think .
no-one knew .
until dhey saw me standing up .
wth .
kukubird .

mass reading dhat time ,
brandon joined us again .
we were lyk insulting th __ guy .
HAHAS !
sibei guailan lo .
dhen playing a lame game of beating each other .
of cuz, when cher is nortt looking .
we're nortt stuuuuuu-pid okay ?
after dhat ,
we play another game of plucking each other's mao ..
its lyk superr lame derh laa __
lmao .

today didnt hab $$ ,
dhen my gurlfriends bought food and shared wib me .
weeets !
iloveyou , darhlings !
dhen went to CCA happily .
and btws ,
enid's cake arrived late .
but ,

Happy Birthday , Enid .
Thanks for being dere when im sad !
( But im a sadist and dhats too bad;X )

Hahas .
okay .
dhen go CCA practice for th Promotion test .
it trills me dhat im going to be a Lance Corporal if i pass .
OMG !
and ive gortt my campcraft badge .
sweeeeettttttttttt !
and my 3rd Class footdrill is coming .
i had better learn all my commands lyk my mother tongue .
hmmmms , since when im malay ?
jkjk-ing !
haish .
dhen when we test finish and was about to fall-in ,
we kenna scolding from NCO Sarah .
im scolded and idk whre ive done wrong .
-.-
okay nehver mind .
shes nortt in th best mood dhat day .
and i said sorry to her
when i didnt even noe whad was happening .
it was later dhen i found out dhat we made NCO Sarah angry by our footdrills .
ouhkay ..
i didnt knew dhat .
i admitted dhat my footdrill really sucked alortt dhat day ..
and i wasnt in th best mood too ..
cuz of thursday ..
haish .
dun say liaoo .

you still havenn said a single word to me .
its horrible , th silence .
ouh gosh .
hw i wished i didnt know you .

Saturday
wtf .
woke up and saw RAIN !
sian laa .
cuz we agreed on coming on saturday on extra practice .
and OMG ?!
its rainingggggggggggg ~
so woke up dilly-dallying
actually ,
i didnt really want to go .
cuz its nice to slp when its raining !
but hab to go for th sake of my rank .
we had a debate dere .
( was it sort of DEBATE ? )
dhat whether if th I/C will be deducted marks
if th squad marching is nortt coordinated .
and ,
to confirm ,
( cuz i rmb NCO KarJin told me will , but Justin dhey all say no )
i msged Senior Fadilla .
and th reply was ...
yes .
ok .
if th dinosaurs are coming ,
dhen we are dead dinasaurs .
and btws ,
Senior Fadilla wished us good luck (:

haish .
dhen gortt a fucking dinner at night .
shit lo .
i was lyk chatting wib Kaimin'TWINNEHY in th toliet .
hahas .
funny lo .

went home and watched TV .
didnt really enjoyed it as it was freaking lame .
FULL-STOP.
and i mean lame .

nortt gonna post anymore .
tired-.-

ha !
juz nw go swing wib MinRu juz nw again .
so shuangg laa .
dhen we dwn dere scold fuckerrs .
we queue-ing up for th dam swing dhen dhey die also dun wan get dwn .
dhen when we playing ,
dhey dwn dere act innocent ,
asking us whether we can play anortt .
dhen gortt 2ccb laa .
say whad dhey can fly dwn frm th swing .
in th end its juz jumping dwn
bhb .
so dam thick-skined .

dhen took some pics wib MinRu <3

Ziliannned



MINRU STEAD AND MEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~



Ziliannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn(:



WIB MINRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !
I LOVEHERRRRRRRRRR~

i dun think its WE who is at fault .
we are th VICTIMS , OKAY ?!
its nortt lyk you are th only person on Earth laa .
cheebyee siol .
think you whad ?
ihateyouuu okay ?
and dhats th truth .
its nortt lyk we left you out ,
and is nortt lyk we do things dhat DUI BU QI you .
at least you shuld tell us whad went wrong whad .
you shuldnt hab done dhis freaking betrayerr .
GUO FEN .
fuck off laa .

idc if you spam my blog or whadeverr .
cuz im th only person who can judge my life .
get dhat fact right .
even if you spam ,
you wont benefit anything from it .
yes maybe you will .
you will kenna ban and things liddat .
why ?
bway song izzit ?
bway song dhen FUCK OFF DHIS BLOG LAA .
pluuuuuuuu-ese laa .
im so freaking disppointed in you ,
okay ?
you only know how to judge people ,
but whad bout myself ?
i knw ,
you are going to say
"SO ARE YOU , B`tCH !"
HA !
at least im better .
im no fuckerr and betrayerr .
i want you to see dhis is th result when people make me angry .
i want you to regret dhis forever .
i want you to rmb dhis forever .
i want you to rmb me forever .
i want you to knw dhat you are a betrayerr .
i want you to knw dhat you arent a good friend .

so dhats all .
im lazy to spend some more time on you .






okay enuf of th topic up dere .
haishhhh .
sibeih boh mood .
im a sadist laa , cheebyeeeeeee .
haish .
i dun feel lyk going to school lo .
i had even gortt a mind to pon assembly today .
i wish i can pon cca tmr .
i need a dam break .
a break from all dhis stress ..
ive nehverr felt so fucking stressed up before .
i tot i was dead .
no-one carees .
really ..
who carees ?
all i need is someone dhat i can tok to .
and dhat person obviously is MinRu .

my gawwwwwwwwwwwwd .
ive failed my chinese .
i'll eitherr get a f9 or e8 .
i hate schooling .
chinese used to be my best subject and my favee subject ,
but nw ,
ive lost every interest in it .
im wonderingg why ..
i had to stay stronggg ..
i wish ..
i wish i hadnt pass my PSLE ..
haish .
i wish im smarterr .
ouh .
can dhis be granted ?
obviously ,
NO .

wish time could turn back .
i hate my school .
i hate studying .
and i pratically hate every cherr .
i cant focus anymore .
i cant manage my time .
i cant ..
i CANT DO ANYTHING !
GAWWWD BLESS ME TO BE SMARTER CAN ANORTT ?!
i dun wan my parents to be disappointed ,
but i just cant do anything about it .
whad can i do ?..
im just a piece of SHYTT .

stressed up life .
fucked up life .
dam life .
stupid life .
complicated life .
unfair life .
tired life .

LIFE IS SO UNREASONABLE !

ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.
ihateyouu.

ilove my enthuuuuuu .




My enthuu and me ..



In th bus ..



Zi-liannnnxDD



Yuelin;D



Tricia and Yuhan .



Monitress(: (at th back)










My enuthu and i:D



Ziliannn againnnnnn~


Ouh goshhhhh ..
my promotion test is coming soon !
omg !
i want to be lance coporal !
a ranking means so much to me !
and sryys guys !
i cant hab my ear pierced thereforee .
we'll hab to wait ...
lols .
happy waiting !(:

ok ive gortt th White House Spoof thingy.

haish .
nw playing UNO wib enid .
lols .
lamee right ?
hahas .

today
i didnt see dhat gurl .
its quite heartening laa .
was late to school today .
yeah yeah yeah .
dhen walk in th class wib MrsLiaw teaching .
dhen blablabla .

ouh yeaa .
gortt a very funny video SongHong send me-
White House Spoof .
cant upload it .
cuz my USB spoil .
i just tell you all briefly .

Dialogue session wib president bush

Starring:
George W Bush
(President of United States)

Condolezza Rice
{aka Condi}
(Secrtary of state, USA)

Guest starring :
Hu Jin Tao
(President, Republic of China)

Yasser Arafat
(Former president of PLA)

Kofi Amman
(Secretary General of UN )

*BACK AT TH WHITE HOUSE*

Mary: Mr President, Condoleeza Rica is here to see you.
President Bush: Good, send her in.
Mary: Yes sir

*Condoleeza enters*
Condie: Good marning mr president!
President: oh condoleeza, nice to see you. whads happening ?
Condie: Well mr president, i have th report here about th new leader of China.
President: Great Condi, lay it on me.
Condie: Mr president, Hu is th new leader of China
President: Well, thats whad i want to knw.
Condie: But dhats whad im telling you, Mr president.
President: Well, dhats whad im asking you, Condie. Who is th new leader of China?
Condie: Yes.
President: I mean th leader's name.
Condie: Hu.
President: The guy in China.
Condie: Hu.
President: The new leader of China.
Condie: Hu.
President: The Chinaman!
Condie: Hu is leading China, Mr president .
President: Whaddya' asking me for?!
Condie: I'm telling you Hu's leading China.
President: Well im asking you Condie. Who is leading China?
Condie: Thats th man's name.
President: Thats who's name?
Condie: Yes.
President: Will you or will you not tell me th name of th new leader in China?
Condie: Yes sir.
President: Yassir? Yassir Arafat is in China? I tot he was in th MiddleEast.
Condie: Thats correct.
President: dhen who is in China?
Condie: Yes Sir.
President:Yassir is in China?
Condie: No sir.
President: Then who is?
Condie: Yes sir
President: Yassir?
Condie: No sir.

*Pause and President crumples paper*

President: Condie you are starting to p*** me off now. Why dont you get me th Secretary General of th UN on th fone.
Conde: Kofi Annan?
President: No thanks. And Condi, call me George. Stop with dhat *censored* crap.
Codie: You want Kofi ?
president: No.
Condie: You dont want Kofi.
President: No, But now dhat you mention it, i could use a glass of milk. And then get me th UN.
Condie: Yes sir.
President: Not Yassir! Th guy at th UN!
Condie: Kofi?
President: MILK! Will you please make dhat call ?
Condie: And call who?
President: Well, who is th guy at th UN?
Condie: No, Hu is th guy in China.
President: Will you stay out of China?!
condie: Yes sir
President: And stay out of th MiddleEast! Just get me th guy at th UN!
Condie: Kofi.
President: ALL RIGHT! WITH CREAM AND TWO SUGAR! Now get ON th phone!

*Condie calls UN*

Condie: Hello, Rice here
President: Rice? Good idea. And get a couple of egg rolls too, Condie. Maybe we shuld send some to th guy in china. And th MiddleEast.

*phone slamms*

BG: (i dunnoe made by who. i think its th president.)"Can you get Chinese food in MiddleEast?" "idunknow."
*door slamms*

tot it was very funny seh.
you try seraching in youtube
i dun knw if dhey hab anortt .
and btws,
yongli was lyk so cleverr can anortt?
he go play my MagicCube,
dhen play for lyk 5-10mins liddat he solved it.
ouhMyGawwwwwdddd!
And SongHong,
i want it back by tmr.
or im gonna whack you .

haish .
its hartt-breaking to see my class blog liddat .
its eitherr me or th same old people .
and its rarely updated .
i at lan also hlp to update .
cant dhey be more hardworking ?
wtfuck laa .

knn lo .
ihateyouuuuuu !
i so freaking hateyouuuu .
get out of my life .
fuckerr_|_
i dunnidd you .
nehverr again .
who do you think youu are ?
you are just a b`tch .
ouh gosh !
pluuuu - ese go home suck cock okay ?
stop provoking me lyk i owee you liddat .
i dun owee people things
( except qiannnn . sryys ! )
and hey !
you no nid to get all dhat b`tchy and start commenting whad __ rites .
you hab no rights to !
honggan laa _|_
cheebyee siol .
you are a suckerr can anortt ?
its you who is pesterring him and nortt him whos pestering you .
get yr fucking facts right before you come ard me
and start yr nonsense .
cant you GET A LIFE ?!
its a fact dhat he dun lyk youu ,
and its obvious dhat you are th one dhats pesterring him .
ha !
lcb !
dhis kindaa cheap gurl also gortt .
walauu .
pluuuuu - ese laa .

hahahas !
i think i can laf until i faint lo .
him ?
chosing you when he gortt so many gurls to chose ?
its such a jokeeeee !
can you imagineeeeee ?!
my gawwwwwwwwd laa !
i've nehver seen such a perrson lyk you in my whole life .
ask yr mother to die laa .
knn .
dhis is th way you seduce guys ?
* uhems *
use yr brains .
whad izzit filled wib ?
shytt right ?
yeaah ,
plain shytt .
go home suck cock laa .
i dhun wan to see you again in yr whole fucking life .
ihateyouuuuu .
and i meant it .

haha!
back here to post dhis freaking post!
wakakakas!
QIAN IS IN MY HSE NW BESIDE ME WORH!
lols?..
lalala
hehehe
hahaa.
im crazy..

but..
who th hell is pass by?..
at least tell me whether you are a guy or a gurl can?..
at least you shuld lemme knw whu you are..
maybe you REALLY are passing by..
maybe i dunnoe you..
but just at LEAST tell me yr name can?
pluuuuu-ese?..

and btws,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
SOTONG AND SINGAPOREE~!

woots!
NDP!
my first parade was a success!
sir and mam say we did great!
waaaaa~
every parade, everyone was dam high!
ouh my GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD!
how i love today!
but nxt year its impossible dhat we are going to be th GOH again.
D:
sian laa.
but we will still be in th supporting contigent
(i dunnoe i spell correct anortt-.-)
uh whadeverr.
i will just put it as SC.
ok.
nxt year i wanna take part in th SC or GOH!
SO happy dhat i cant express my feelings!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
SINGAPORE AND ARYANTY!

hahas.
today attended trail muster parade
muz practice for my big day tmr marh..
OUH MY GAWWWWWWWDDD!
im so DAM nervous laa!
lyk everyone,
i want it to be in a good weather tmr.
just a little breeze will do,
i dunwan a strong one.
and NO files pluuuu-ese.
and no cameras snapping away,
thankyouuus.
if you muz,
ask me for permission(:
JK-ING LAA!

haish i wish tmr everything will go smoothly.
&&,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZIZ!
dhis year dun vomit worh;X
take caree of yrself(:

im definately feeling betterrrr(:
except for th fact dhat MsOng called my Ma againn.
too much $$ to spend uh?
you no need to work other peeps need to work neh!
My Ma is nortt even yr FRIEND,
dhen you keep calling her to tell her bout me.
she dun hab eyes uh,
dunnoe hw to see by her ownself uh?
need you so KAYPOH,
everything also tell her.
want tell her i tye whad hairstyle,
wear whad brand of shoes,
whad colour rubber band,
whad time i go sch,
whad bag i bring to sch,
whad colour is my bag?
puahcheebye laah.
knn take care of yr ownself dhen chap other taiji laah.
laterr you sure kenna beat up one.

waaa you dam guofenn laah.
you may say "its for yr own good!"
yeaa,
FOR MY OWN GOOD?!
can you be more considerate
and nortt to call my parents when dhey are working?!
think of others before you do anything.
eh,
sry,
no need to think.
cuz everything you do are STUPID.
you dun hab a choice, yeaa?
all you do is to make me hate you more and more.
and i dun believe you nehber tio before daiji.

suck it laah.
lan jiao bim face dwn dere.
pple see also dulan.
pluuuuuuuu-ese laa.
can you be more considerate?
every morning i see you nortt enuf izzit?
make me vomit everything.
and leave me wib my empty stomach.

yeaa suckerr,
leave 1/4 alone.
we dun NEED you.
we dun WANT you.
cry all you want.
i noe this are horrible words,
but CANT YOU JUST LEAVE US ALONE?
we are th best sec1 class and we deserve such a cher lyk you.
a disgrace you noe?
its embarrasing.
make us lose face in front of everyonee.
and we hab a cher lyk you.
ouh my gawwwwwwwd.
you just dun hab th potential.
you are just purely biased.
you think im a ahlian eh?
nw i will shw you whad is ahlian.
try going to sch on monday.
you will nehber see my skirt getting longer.
it will only get shorter and shorter.
im so gonna let you hab hypertension.

you gonna see whad im gonna do,
you m*therf*cker

dun think im feeling any better today..
im just..
faking it?..
no-one really cares..
i dun feel lyk going to sch laa..

thanks,
crazy partnerr PuayYun..
you definately cheered me up.
love you laa(:
but..
i dun think i would everr recover from it.
no-one cares.

Goshh..
dhat was just a mask..
i didnt expect you to say anything to me.
im just..
so fucking upset,
yeaa?
no-one cares.

im just a stupid fool.
my heart breaks but do you care?
no-one cares.

its just an obession.
im just posting for fun.
no-one cares.

tmr is going to be th same as today.
nothing is gonna chnge,
correct?
no-one cares.

im fucking fucked up.
no-one seems to care.
no matter whad i say..
maybe im just gonna make dhis blog private.
no-one can see whad im posting about.
no-one knws.
and i wouldnt let anyone see.
shuld i?
no-one cares.

i thinks dhats a good idea.
no-one,
from today onwards,
can see my posts.
if you want to see,
send me a mail
and i will considerr.

&& ihateyouuuu.
you are just a lie.

dunnoe why.
lyk dhis pic dam much.


suck it..
you nehber cared about hw i felt.
you juz tot of yrself.
hab you ever treat me as a FRIEND before?..
you nehber asked me whad i tot.
youuu..
i really felt my heart breaking.









you nehverr..
nehber ask whad peeps think of you.
you just assume dhat it was all good.
but it was nortt.
wondered hab you bothered to find out why.
i noe th reason..
i noe th fact..

yawnnnnns!
so siannnn..
so tired..
so fun..

today woke up 5.45,
dhen decided nortt to go for 1st shift
as you muz rch by 7.oo
and within th time you hab to chnge to full-U.
so i went for 2nd shift.
had breakfast wib my parents before going to meet Darhling.
dhen go sch tgt.

dhen go sch.
Darhling pei me go chnge fullU.
its very longg..
but she's dam patient(:
dhen NCO Cherlyn buay tahann liao,
go call me to hurry up.
GeokSoon said i took 1hr to chnge.
lmao;
whre gortt so dam long?..

dhen we went to do duty.
dam siannnnn..
dhat part no need to say..
saw Dawn and Charmaine..
yeaa whadever.
dhey wanted to go Haunted House,
but its nortt at all scary.
NCO Cherlyn say you 12midnight go to mirror
wib a candle,
and say 'Bloody Mary' 3times,
is more scarier.
lols.
maybe i shuld try laa..
;X

dhen gortt free water and lunch.
i wanted to buy myself,
cuz i left alortt of couponss..
ok laa.
i think is Sir gib one.

eat finish i go do staircase duty.
saluted quite a number of times.
dhen cuz nth much to do marh,
so i praticed footdrills.
dhen VP pass by!
he was walking veryy fast,
dhen suddenly turn back and say
"You praticing footdrills?"
"yeaa.."
"dhats a good thing(:"
OuhMyGawdddddd laa!
dam paisehhhhhhh~
dhen do halfway
NCO JianXiong ask me go up.
cuz i also want to tell him
i dun feel lyk doing animre,
want to go home.
dhen he say
"You are nortt coming for th KARCENG job later?"
"No, NCO."
"I dun care. i gib you break till 3pm.
after dhat you must report to foyer."
dhen after dhat he ask YiSong to escort me dwn,
dunnoe whad th hell for.

dhen 3pm alrdy.
so went to fall in.
when im in my squad,
NCO JianXiong shout,
"JERMAINE AND YISONG FALL OUT!"
dam scared.
tot i did something wrong.
dhen fall out.
NCO JianXiong ask,
"Jermaine, why are you in yr FullU?
i tot YiSong escorted you to NP room alrdy?"
dhen i say
"i didnt chnge"
dhen he was lyk
"ok."
dhen he say to me and YiSong
"I want you two to fall in TGT"
dhen we anihw fall in lo.
we dun care.
dhen we fall in alrdy,
NCO JianXiong shout
"JERMAINE AND YISONG!
FALL OUT AGAIN!
I SAY FALL IN TGT RIGHT?"
ok lo.
fall out.
dhen we two fall in tgt again.
whadeverrrr.
i dun think deres anything wrong wib my footdrills
and my fall in skills.
shytt laa.
dhen after dhat lame thing,
everyone did KARCENG job.
dhen Sir praised us!
ouhmygawdddd~
lols.

after bersurai,
we went to play dry ice.
Sec2 played lyk Pri2.
wths.
dhey throw and throw,
kik and kik th dry ice.
when MsSim's car driving out,
everyone was lyk acting innocent.
dhen we were lyk
"BYE MSSIM,
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~"
drag till she was out of th sch.
dhen we continued playing.
and did i mention dhat MsSim praised us?
LOLS!

dhen Justin[sec2 nortt sec1]
and kok yeow was lyk
"JERMAINE!"
dhen i look at dhem and say whad,
dhey said nth
lameeeeeeeee._.

dhen go Mac slacked.
didnt really want to go laa..
i alrdy dam tired alrdy..

had a lil disagreement today.
think im NORTT gonna be okay.
shuld i take part in th NDP?..
idunknw and iduncare.
im nortt gonna ponder on dhis fucking topic again.

and btw,
i hate msong.
she called my parents.
knn.
shes juz being biased.
i ask my Ma talk back to her.
see hw she reacts.
yeaa,
i admit,
i did shw attitude to her when she criticise my skirt.
but so whad?!
who do she think she is?
our form cher?
nah!
she is nortt suitable.
whad rights hab she gortt to critisce me?
MrLeong tok face to face wib me also didnt say anything.
MrKong walk past me also didnt say anything.
SO WHO TH HELL DO SHE THINKS SHE IS?!
heng my parents are nortt
very particular bout dhis thing.
yeaa MsOng?..
want visit my hse?
i bet you are jealous of my skirt,
arent you?
catch me niarh,
dhen other pple neh?
uh, Nora skirt also dam short,
you catch me dun catch her?
you dare say dhat you are nortt biased?
my foot laa.
a piece of crap.
dun even teach us,
dwn dere kbkp.
extraa seh.
bullshytt.

Jermaine, 14
Daydreamer, selfish, noisy and have mood swings every now and then.

"People become good by decision; not influence." 1 Cor 15:23



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