Haiyoh.
I've really been sleeping like a dead pig.
Slept at 9.30 yesterday and woke up at 9.15am today.
Think i'm still exhausted by the day camp bah:x
I know, i've got lousy stamina.
But not my bloody fault okay?

Si kuku.
Got back his phone so freaking fast.
Now he down there haolian lo.
He posted on his blog something about me!
STUPID KUKU.
Feel like slapping him upside side down lah hor.

Sorry Lahling for not going the movie.
Next time, okay?(:

K♥I敏: okay lah. Not really lah..
JACELYN ♥: Sure, i'll see you soon:D
Maytaurus: -.-
QIANYI: No, i rock more.
fangying: Hahas. Thanks(:

Wow!
Had a lot of fun yesterday(:
Went for a hike in the morning at Mount Faber.
Front part is okay, but when we were walking back, i suddenly felt very worn out.
*yawns*
LOLS.
Finally reached school and went out to lunch with some squadmates:D
Don't know what got into Laodi because he ate 2 bowls of banmian.
Haiyoh.
At least i still can understand for Edwin lah.
Hahas.
Then the rice uncle sibei sacarstic siah:x

Went back to school and practiced for the interal parade.
Then, of course, we had our internal parade.
My Lance Corporal!<3
It may be only one strip(wtf!), but it takes a lot of hardwork to get the strip lah.
Some people don't even know how to appreciate it.
Because they are jealous of me:D
Like my stupid father.
Say only one strip.
Walau cheebye lah.
I put in so much hardwork then he say until like.
Sibei angry with him lo.

After the internal parade, we practiced for the campfire performance.
Hahas.
Had to do something stupid.
Well, almost everybody did something stupid that night.
Who cares?
It's just for a night.

A lot of seniors turned up last night.
I sure had a lot of fun.
Thanks, Laodi, for accompanying me to the water cooler when i don't dare to go there alone.
Hahas.
It is very scary can or not?
Somemore it's late at night.
Gosh!
It's really dark in there lah.
BBQed and burnt my hand instead.
After that, i don't dare to even touch the stupid pit anymore.
And we had a really hard time getting the first started as there is not enugh charcoal.
I must really thank the Sec2s.
They gave us food while we are trying to start the fire(:

After that, went home with a emoty stomach.

Today woke up with my aches and cramps.
Haiyoh.

Fuck my parents lah hor.
Everytime say what 'Say again i confiscate your broadband uh!'
Eh cheebye!
Do you even know there is such thing called LAN?
Don't know?
Too bad then, you are soooooooo outdated.
Confiscate all you want lah.
Can't you think of something more creative?
I just came back from day camp, now you all down there kpkb.
If i knew that, i wouldn't come back lah.
I should have stayed at my friend's house overnight.
Having you all as my parents is so freaking disgracful man.
Puah cheebye.
You all really suck.
Think what, you my parents very duah huh?
Then go gamlan lah hor.
I've nothing much to say liao, since you think confiscating broadband is a cool thing to do.
Sua lerh.
Just my luck.

I don't know what i'm suppose to do.
Whatever i do is everytime wrong in people's eyes.
What am i suppose to do?
I hate my life; i hate my world.

Kuku:D: LOLS. You go check my codes lah:x
QIANYI: Wow? What? LOLS?
ANGELA :D: Of course i remember(: You are linked!
K♥I敏: Hahas. Me too..):

*yawns*
i feel that i'm a dead pig nowadays.
Woke up 12 plus.
Actually was woken up by Jerel Koh at 11+.
Haiyoh.
Tml got Annual Campfire and Bbq worh!
Hahs.
I'm quite looking forword to tml because of the internal muster parade(:
I want my rank leh.

dotsboiboi: alo alo alo alo:D
Kuku:D: Balls your head!
QIANYI: Hellos:D
WenLing: Hahs! Anw, just take my advice lah hor(:
JIAMIN: Linked you up already, babe:D

Haiyoh.
Thank you kuku:D
Now my computer doesn't lag like it used to anymore(:
And my desktop is neater liaoszxccds.
XD

Today super sian.
My brother go take out the broadband.
My mother go confiscate it for some stupid reason lah.
So i don't think i'll be here to post often.
):
Some more Audition maintanence.
Waste of my time leh.
Suay suay.

Nothing really happen lah.
Okay, what you expect?
Now is only morning leh, hello?
LOLS.

Today wasn't an enjoyable day at all.
Went to ICA, Singapore General Hospital and Bugis with parents.
WITH PARENTS.
Can things get any more boring then that?
SIGHS.
Chatted with Kuku(:
But still, i hate today.
Don't know who.
Don't talk about it liao lah.


Jacelyn, i maybe cannot make it tml.
Because of some family problems lah hor.
Sorry leh.
If i can, i'll try.

I hate this kinda flirter man.
You forge your mother's name to do all these lame things.
Luckily Kuku was clever enough to see through your fucking plan.
You made her cry, and yet you down there hong with another girl.
Wa, you think my friend is your toy siboh?
Go home suck cock lah.
Nahbei cheebye.
Go die lah hor.
When she onlined just for a little while, you offline.
Then from that day onwards, you had never online again.
What's the meaning of this?
Some more you go hong other girls, thinking that she wouldn't know.
But have you ever think about her feelings?
Have you ever behaved like a man and done the right thing?
Humji kiaa.
You can say cheat others but you can't cheat yourself.
You are just like a despo kia wanting girls to fall for you lah.
You may be okay looking, but you just like to hong around.
I won't just let my friends fall for you derh, relax.
This incident may have been from long ago, but you will still know what i'm talking about.
Don't tell me all those stupid things like:'That was really my Mother!'
Eh, tell me, who will let their mother take their phone just like that?
Which mother will take the child's phone and anyhow message people?
Which parent will be that bodoh?
Fuck you.

jonathan: i didn't say i don't trust you right?
Kuku:D & QIANYI: What the hellszxdcczds! ENOUGH! All Kuku's fault:(
JACELYN ♥: o.o I'm not stupid okays? Anw, HAISH. Not my fault also..
pass by: Walau enough of this lah. You tell me your name i give you the answer.

My life is like so messed up.
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
I didn't know where my feelings were bringing me to.
It's just my instinct.
Everything just happened too fast.
In my head, revenge is the only word for me.
I had expected this day, expected this moment.
But what i can't expect is my feelings.
What the hell did i wanted?
I knew that if she had lied to me, i would be fucking angry.
But i just didn't want to know the truth.
I just didn't want to accept the truth, i admit.

My life is oh-so-upsidedown.
All i know is even we had maintain our relationship, our feelings won't be as much as we had last time.
All i know is i didn't want to know the truth.
All i know is that i hate my freaking life.
I didn't expect everything to happen, that's it.



Today went to the movie's with my Didi and Kuku mainly to calm myself down(:
My Didi and Kuku damn fucking gay lahszxccszd.
-.-
Hahs.
Very sian.
Then i was like freaking extra.
Watch 'Madgascar 2'.
Kuku was harrassed by some 'Ang Mohs'.
LOLS.
Because the 'Ang Moh' see Kuku bueh song, then keep on kicking him.
After that we went to 'Comics Collection' for window shopping.
Then we went to Library to walk around.
It's quite nice lah, the new renovation.
When time is almost up, we went to buy popcorn, nachos and drinks.

Okay lah, the movie is qite funny and all that stuff lah.
I like it when the old woman beat the lion's backside.
CUTE LEH!:D

After the movie, a lot of popcorns stuck on my leg.
Had to go to the toliet to clean myself before walking.
LOLS.
Because i accidentally poured the popcorn on my seat, that's why.

Went to 'Comics Collection' again.
Hahas.
I wanted to admire the PSP, though i can't have it.
Then Ziyuan damn good lah.
Bought me a solar power thingy(:
We actually wanted to go other places to loiter, but no other places liao.
So, Kuku went my house.
Hahas.
He and my bro..
I don't want to talk about it already.
GAYSXZCCDSXZ!
Now they taking the shades and my camera acting cute.
-.-
They actually played Audition first, but suddenly they become very gay.
OH MY GODSXXZCDDSSZS.

Thanks Kuku, for acompanying throgh the day:D

I'll never trust anyone on Earth again.

Eh fucker.
We also boh ask you go see the tags right?
You bueh song just fuck off lah hor.
We also not talking about you, you so ximtie for what?
Do you know you sound so freaking stupid?
No right?
Of course.
You this kinda xialan kia go home suck cock lah hor?
Don't know whose the humji gao here lah.
Think it's YOU who will run away upon seeing me lah.
Oops sorry!
You won't even dare to come out lah hor?
You will run to home shouting for your mother uh!

I thought she very good one?
I thought you zaogor her?
Huh?
Of course i got people zaogor lah.
Wa limbei, wa limbu and wa sisters lah.
You tell me what the hell you still bueh song with?
Want find place settle?
Sure!
Come find me lah.
Boh ji don't say these kinda things lah hor.
Later your Mama whack your backside i laugh like siao eh!
Actually, you bueh song with me can come one to one settle derh.
Of course, judging that you don't even have the guts, you see me will jitao run derh.
And yah, she act cute huantio me leh.
It's already pretty obvious.
It's either you have no brains or no eyes(:
Yah, if i step, then you what?
People's gao.
People also don't dare say back anything, you shut your fat ass mouth lah.
Chap so much for what fuck?
YOU are the one who boh daiji chuaa daiji hor.
This thing doesn't involve you so i advice you to don't chap so much lah hor?
Later get into deep shit liao go home call for Mother.
Lmao!
Cheebye kia.
Eh, if you don't dare just say lah.
Ask people tag with their own name what about you?
Zzzzxcdzcs.
I also not your gao.
I don't like tagging with my own name leh, what's your bloody problem?
Your mother never teach you manners uh, gao.
Lick my cheebye lah hor.
Don't know anything just stand aside and don't chap so much.
Little girl don't know anything go there only know how to kaobei.
What else?
Gamlan.
I'm telling you you are so childish.
Instead of telling us off, you must as well tell her how not to che daiji?
We see her bueh song your daiji siboh?
Bueh song don't see lah.
No one is begging you to see lah hor.
Haiyoh, your mother ask you go home drink milk liao lah.
Better go home worh, later Mummy whack your butty how?
HAHAS!
And it's my post leh.
I have the rights to write everything i want here.
Yah, you know how say huantio.
Then huantio me lah.
Go lie at the Geylang road lah.
See whether boys will even want you or not.
I'm not the one who want to che daiji.
All i know is you'd better stop poking your nose into other people's business lah hor.
That's what i want to warn you.

Hellos:D
Recently i'm not very keen about posting.
Actually, things had happened very fast recently, and all i was thinking was REVENGE.
Now, when i'm thinking back, i feel i'm so childish and immature.
Kuku said i've changed.
He said i've become more mature in some of my thinking, but become even more childish in some of them.
God, i really didn't know what i'm doing.
Now, i've got myself in deep shit.
I shouldn't have did that revenge thingy.
I've regretted a bit, sure, A BIT.
But i just can't let the bitch off!
It's not entirely my fault!
I've told Kuku that if the girl stop messaging me when i'm cooling down, maybe things would be different today.
Maybe.. I don't know..
People say i can be really bitchy, but i beg the differ.
If the another party didn't provoke me, i wouldn't have done these things.
It's not just the person who is feeling the pain, mind you.
It was my intention to make her hurt lyk ^&*$$@@(.
I did almost everything to make her regret.
But in the end what did i get?

Now i know some things can't be controlled.
Now i know i can't control everything as and when i wanted.
I've been so bitchy.
I know.
But since i've come this far, i doubt i'll let go of my plan.
It's flawless, i tell you.
Some of you don't even know what i'm talking about, so if you want, stop reading this post.
Those who know what i'm talking about, tell me whether should i give up or not.
Whether should i continue to let her suffer hell or what.

Call me bitch and i'll show you one.

Thanks girlfriends and Ziyuan, for being there when i need you all the most(:
Especially Jacelyn:D
I love you all lah♥
But there are somethings i need to decide on what to do without seeking for your advices.
Don't worry.
Since this is my choice, i won't regret it derh.

K♥IMIN: Thanks:D
izyan: Commented back your blog(:
JACELYN ♥: You didn't delete all, my dear(:
;'MINRU: Relinked:D
Faye: Hms, it's up to you derh. Make sure you don't regret your choice, that's all i have to say(:

*yawns*
My brother's friend is coming to my house later.
I'm really sianed.
D:
All the 小弟弟s, what the hell do you expect me to do.
So, I need to treasure the time I have now with my Dahling computer(:
Okay, I sound bad.
But I'm not bad.

Bitch, I hate you.
How can you do this to my friend?
She treat you so good and this was how you treated her!
Can you understand her feelings?
She's crying like her mother die lah.
You said you all Puah Bueh Toh, and this is what you did.
Hello, where is the justice here?
I really don't understand how good sisters can become enemies overnight.
Miranda, you suck to the freaking core.
You just said 'Sorry' to her and expect her wound to heal just like that?
'Sorry' doesn't help at all okay?
She doesn't need your pity and all this.
She can jolly well live without you, idiot.
Cheebye backstabber.
You think you are so fucking chio?
Eh, wait long leh.
Wait for _________ to see you, then you know.
I promise you you'll cry.
I promise.
I've never seen a girl with such bitch thinking before.
Humji gao.
Don't even dare to fight with ___________ fairly.
I know, because if you fight with her fairly, you'll confirm lose derh.
Please lah!
____________ is better then you in everything.
i mean everything.
What are you?
I'm telling you you are a humji gao.
Not happy come find me lah.
Walau you thought you puah cheebye i scared you?
I tell you, ___________ will sure stand on my side.
Go on, complain to __________.
Go on, tell him to come find me.
Go on!
Go on if you got the guts.
Let me tell you, little girl.
You don't have the guts.
You scold people buang, then what about you?
I bet you are 100x as buang as her.
As far as i know, you are the most bitchy girl i've every knew.
I bet __________ regretted knowing you.
Hahas.
Everybody will regret knowing you.
You so guailan.
Oh yah, i forgot you don't have lan.
Sorry leh!

So that's it bitch.
Play punk with me and i'll play punk with you.
Just try me.


Finished.
I hate that girl.

Perhaps I won't forget you.

Hahs.
Had great fun today.
Woke up without even relising it was 11am.
Dragged my feet to the freking bathroom.
*BORING*

After lunch(do you call that lunch?), Qianyi messaged me to ask whether can go my house or not with Jacelyn.
OF COURSE I AGREED!
I'm really, really, really sian.
Nothing to do then my brother keep disturbing me.
Fuckish.
Weird mood lah today.
I didn't really knew what I really want.
Oh God.
Bother!

So Qianyi and Jacelyn came my house.
Had some Girl's Talk then proceeded to Audition:D
Ended up Jacelyn kept training my brother's account for the license, but kept failing.
Maybe it was because of Qianyi's screaming and whatsoever?
Jacelyn said she was stressed.
Hahs, can see, can see(:
Afterwards Qianyi had to go back home as her brother needed the key to home.
So I escorted her home and back to my house again.
Qianyi today really enthu siao already lah.
Hahs.
She was like skipping and running back to my house.
LOLS.

Then, Minru came my house.
I forgot tell her my friends were in my house:x
LOLS.
Then they went back home at 6.30pm.
Jacelyn forgot her FBT and Pooh, so she went back with Qianyi to get it.
After that, I've no one to talk to anymore.


Perhaps I should let go, but I don't get it.
I was the one who feel for him first, yet how can i watch another girl who barely knew him two months have him?
Everything in my life i going so haywire.
I don't want to lose things that are so precious to me.
Maybe I should give up for her sake, but I doubt I'll be so open minded.
Say I'm selfish, say I'm stupid, say I'm crazy, say I'm drunk, I don't care.
But I don't want to wait any longer.
I'll just get you out of my mind.
So there will peace.
So my life will go back to normal.
So there'll be no more conflicts.
Even if I tell you I'll hang on forever, I doubt you will know my feelings.
I shouldn't have even know you in the first place.
I'm in a dilema.
I really don't know what to do.

today went to Sentosa with friends.
Hahs:D
It's quite fun lah.
Actually need to meet at 10am derh, but most of us were late.
LOLS.
Meet up and boarded the train.

Took the train and alighted at the wrong station.
LOLS.
Then trained back.

Reached HabourFront and QianYi felt hungry.
So we lunched at 'Subway' and bought some sweet from 'Candy Empire'.
After that we went to take some sort of train to Sentosa.
Then go take the Skyride and Luge.
After that we walked to the Underwater World, but didn't go in due to insufficient fund.
Went back VivoCity and wanted to cabbed to Marsiling.
Waited for a long time, but no family cab came.
So MRTed to Marsiling instead.
Keith didn't want to go, so he went home.
Challenged each other to play with one finger there.
Damn LOLS lah!
Play until QianYi very pekcek.
Hahas:D

Bought some takeaways from Macdonald's and chionged home.

Switched to LRT upon reaching Chuachukang MRT station.
The LRT when bonkers.
At first, everything was normal.
But, when the LRT closed, we thought the LRT was going off, so ChengEn leaned on th door.
To our surprise, the LRT door suddenly opened, therefore Chengen almost fell.
LOLS.
After the door closed again, the stupid train went in front a few inches and stopped there.
People were like panicking lah.
I called my mother so she wouldn't be so noisy when i reach home.
(But in the end still noisy)

Finally, don't know how much time passed, the freaking train finally moved.
Sighs.
Scare me.
Next time, when you board a LRT, you must first buy some insurance(:

Quarrelled with my brother at home.
So sian.
He nothing do come sabo me.
Cheebye kia.

Nothing much happened back in Malaysia.
All standard one lah.
I miss Malaysia.
D:

Maytarus: Morning.
joceleen: Hellos:D
dotsboiboi: Eh I where got? -__________- Anw miss you out in what thing uh?:x
K♥IMIN: Haha! Here I am, still alive(:
Maytaurus: Bring you go for what shit?
JACELYN ♥: LOLS. I'm not the latest(:
the TA: Waaaa. Great grandpa finally come tag liao. I try my best to delete lah. No promises hor.
*[[minru]]: Haha. You sound like M1:x

Hellos:D
It's me again! (like, obvious!)
Hahs.
Just came back home.
Heading for Malaysia soon.
):
I'm so gonna miss my friends.

Went to Causeway to fix my Father's phone.
KU KU!
Cost $150 leh!
):
So in the end, the poor phone didn't get fixed.
Sighs.
I oh-so-pity the phone.
Hahas.
Nokia derh.
:x
Lucky I don't need to queue to wait.

Then Minru and I didn't know where to go, so we went LAN.
-__________________-
Minru say she no confidence pierce her ear.
LOLS.
Do you need confidence when you pierce your ear?
o.o
We played for some time and cabbed to Causeway again.
WE HAVE NO CHOICE, OKAY?!
It was already raining heavily that time when we came out of LAN and we didn't bring umbrellas.
Sighs.
Not our fault.
:x

Went to 'explore' the Pasar Malam.
Forgive me if this isn't the correct spelling.
I'm not a Malay.
):
Minru bought a 'Mr Bean' VCD for her cousin.
LOLS.
She wants me to emphasize on that word 'cousin'
(:
There, it's emphasized.
Hahas.
After shopping, we went to Causeway shopping mall.
There's no typo error.
:D

Shopped around.
I went to 'Kiddy Palace' to buy a Pooh Bear.
Okay, don't laugh at me.
It's just a Pooh Bear and 'Kiddy Palace' right?
o.o
Sighs.
Forget it.

After buying the Pooh Bear,
'Mini Toons', 'More Than Words', 'Action City' and 'Popular'.
Hahas.
It's great to be a kid again.
(:
Sure it is; yes it is.
XD

Well, I'm going to Malaysia soon.
Must miss me like crazy okay?
HAHAS.
Of course you must!
Byes.
:D

Jermaine, 14
Daydreamer, selfish, noisy and have mood swings every now and then.

"People become good by decision; not influence." 1 Cor 15:23



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