Hahs.
Had great fun today.
Woke up without even relising it was 11am.
Dragged my feet to the freking bathroom.
*BORING*
After lunch(do you call that lunch?), Qianyi messaged me to ask whether can go my house or not with Jacelyn.
OF COURSE I AGREED!I'm really, really, really sian.
Nothing to do then my brother keep disturbing me.
Fuckish.
Weird mood lah today.
I didn't really knew what I really want.
Oh God.
Bother!
So Qianyi and Jacelyn came my house.
Had some Girl's Talk then proceeded to Audition:D
Ended up Jacelyn kept training my brother's account for the license, but kept failing.
Maybe it was because of Qianyi's screaming and whatsoever?
Jacelyn said she was
stressed.
Hahs, can see, can see(:
Afterwards Qianyi had to go back home as her brother needed the key to home.
So I escorted her home and back to my house again.
Qianyi today really enthu siao already lah.
Hahs.
She was like
skipping and running back to my house.
LOLS.
Then, Minru came my house.
I forgot tell her my friends were in my house:x
LOLS.
Then they went back home at 6.30pm.
Jacelyn forgot her FBT and Pooh, so she went back with Qianyi to get it.
After that, I've no one to talk to anymore.
Perhaps I should let go, but I don't get it.
I was the one who feel for him first, yet how can i watch another girl who barely knew him two months have him?
Everything in my life i going so haywire.
I don't want to lose things that are so precious to me.
Maybe I should give up for her sake, but I doubt I'll be so open minded.
Say I'm selfish, say I'm stupid, say I'm crazy, say I'm drunk, I don't care.
But I don't want to wait any longer.
I'll just get you out of my mind.
So there will peace.
So my life will go back to normal.
So there'll be no more conflicts.
Even if I tell you I'll hang on forever, I doubt you will know my feelings.
I shouldn't have even know you in the first place.
I'm in a dilema.
I really don't know what to do. 
