I'm going to Malaysia at night.
Later I'll be going out with Stead.
This trip to Malaysia perhaps will let me cool down.
LahLing is not around now, so I don't really have anybody to pour out all my problems to.
I miss her..
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I don't know why.
I've been feeling that I'm really stressed up.
I really don't know why..
Stead doesn't like late night conferences with ______.
Maybe I should understand her feelings more.
But recently, we really don't have much to talk about.
I really can feel that we're drifting apart.
The problem is not with us.
Maybe is because of ______, I don't know.
But Stead, I didn't chat with him last night!
I've got a splitting headache, as you know, and he happened to come back from work at around 12+am.
I didn't chat with him.
I just want you to know that you are much more important than ______.
I don't want you to misunderstand me.
I just treat him as my Kuku, nothing else.
Maybe my departure to Malaysia will let us calm down and sort things out calmly.
I don't want my relationship with you to just freeze here..
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If you just show him respect because he is your senior, I can somehow stop chatting with him on a everyday basis.
I don't know, I just don't want us to stay this way.
Keeping quiet for also every late night calls is a torture.
Yesterday we spent one hour and thirty minutes on the phone.
How many lines had we even said?
10 lines?
Maybe slighty more than that.
20 lines?
Around that.
I still think you mind about ______ chatting with me.
I still think you still have feelings for ______.
But since you still have feelings for him, you should try to accept him.
I don't think you should be scared if he doesn't return your feelings.
At least you have make known your feelings to him.
Just want us to maintain our relationship like before.
Chio Bu: Eh whad happen to your blog uh? Can't access derh-.-
fangying: Oh I see..
