Current mood: Stupid, tired and useless ):
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 8:58 PM
Everybody will have times when he or she is feeling down, sure. Sometimes i just can't control my tears and it'll just drop without me knowing. It isn't just me. A lot and alot of things had happened. I'm trying to be strong. I kept telling myself i can't hold on, i can hold on. But one day i know, i'm going to fall off the string supporting me. I know nothing is forever; everything has it's expiry date. I've learnt to cherish things around me and will not let go a thing. I really feel like shouting and shouting and shouting, running and running and running so that i won't come back to reality. But can that be done? I just want everything to go back to normal, just like how it was during the December holidays and the very starting of the year. Girlfriends, i just want you all to know that i really really love ya. But what is done can't be undone. As i look at how people were going off from our clique, i really feeling like bursting out. Really. First, it was Wenling, then we were almost seperated by a stupid tiny bullshit incident. Oh my crap.
And Mrs Ngoh. Driving me to my grave, huh? Calling me Jiamin Jiamin whole day and i seriously felt like giving her a tight slap for that. What's my christian name there for? Put nice nice so teacher can see huh? Jiamin is my chinese name, so why don't she just shut the fuck up and call me Jermaine instead? And purposely ask me to dye back my hair AGAIN when the colour is approved by Mr Kong, Mr Leong and Ms Maz. Wa piang. Why not she just kill herself? We'll be damn happy. Everytime when we have lessons with her, she'll always be talking about her CABIN, like how good and kindhearted the CABIN is. In short, she hao lian lah. Take over CABIN bigger then Mr Kong lah. Everything need her approval, her stamp, her signature lah? What is she? Teach F&N and OEL niah. What is she? Make Mr Kong had to come and ask me what was i going to do next. I could feel he really don't give a single damn lah hor. Probably you were the one who kept pestering him to find me, is it? Bu yao lian. Tsk. I dye back or not she care for what? Everybody also don't care liao she care so much for what?
MINRU: -.- bhb. Hard to tag? Why?
DAWN says: Oh. LOL.
joceleen: (:
Believe me, everytime i see you, my heart just goes crazy.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 8:47 PM
1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks.
2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Stupid. Because we're going to rush down the Genting Highlands.
3.Who was the last person who you took picture with?
My brother. On the stupid Euro train unexpectedly ):
4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
No! I'll be a bitch by then!
5.Would you ever donate blood?
If depends.
6.Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
Yups (: Luck. aren't i? Joking!
7.Do you want someone dead?
No? I'm not evil like Minruuuuuuu.
8.What does your last text msg says?
'Byebye'.
9.What are you thinking of right now?
I'm thinking when can i have another outing with squadmatessssss ): Haish.
10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes, please.
11.When did you go to sleep last night?
Don't know leh. Probably very late. I was waiting up for people at the casino.
12.Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing right now?
Queensway shopping centre. It's a class tee, alright?
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yup :D
14.Who was the last person who texted you?
Qianyi bangala.
15.People tagged to do this quiz?
1. Minru
2. Joceleen
3. Ziru aka Zhu :x
4. Jonathan Laodi.
5. Alicia
6. Dawn
7. Tricia
8. Faye
9. Kangxing
10. Kaimin twinnehy
Who is number two having a relationship with?
Nobody :D She's clean and pure and shiny and everything you can think of (:
17.Is 3 a female/male?
Female.
18.If 7 & 10 gets together will it be a good thing?
Nononononononooooo. I don't want my friends to be lesbians, alright?
19.What is number 1 study about?
How the hell would i know?
20.Is number 4 single?
Probably.
21.Say something about number 5.
LOL. Alicia uh? Erm, small, cute lil junior? Ohyah, she's smart :D
22.What do you think of number 3 & 6 together?
Won't bah..
23.Describe number 9
Oh. She's my junior from NPCC. Same primary school as me too.
24.What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight?
Call police.
25.Do you like number 8?
Duh! She's my
junior, okayszcvdd?
End of Jacelyn Ng's quiz. Haha. Stressed. I'm lazy to tag. If they come to my blog and see and do, then that's good (: LOL.
Damn.
I haven't signed my report book yet. Well, it definately
sucked. I will tio kaopei derh, sure. I'm
running away from reality. Oh crap, why i'm i using such stupid words? Okay, nevermind. I like it can already. Nothing much from Malaysia lah, except the
'too too train' make me feel like puking. Gosh, what the hell. And the bus back. Oh my crap. Really can dieeeeeee. Missed my squad outing.
Seemed like they have lots of fun, huh? Now it's Laodi's turn to haolian already. Sad, sad. What to do? Hais.
MINRU: Glad that you know that (: And no, i don't miss you at all.
DAWN says: WoW! You extended? I didn't know that.. :x
Ziyuan: Stupid bird. Eff off lah.
ziru: Oh nononononono. I'll find a solution to this problem :D
Justin: Not good enough ):
joceleen: Yup, yup.
Jacelyn :B: Alright! Done your quiz anyway (:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 8:36 PM
Went Bugis with Minru today. Oh, we did talk about lotsa things. And we spotted a
lovely couple and a handsome old uncle quarreling. Well, i'm so-not trying to be sacarstic here. I'm really didn't scold back leh! *Clap clap* Rounda applause pleaseeeeeeeee (:
Thank you, thank you.
Really want orhorh seh. Tired. Just now Mdm Jiang just called my 'parent's' phone (which is my phone) and obviously the bodoh me went to pick up. Oh my God. Then i just randomly said that my mother was bathing. LOL. She asked me to hand in my work to her. Crap. I hadn't done lotsa them. Sian. I really don't know how to answer to her. Zzzzzxcszdcz.
My report book hadn't been signed yet. Wthf. The piece of rubbish can't be signed, alright? I'm wondering what the hell am i suppose to do. So sad that i got such a shit as my results. Bet you're saying boo, huh? Nononononoono, you'll get the same kinda bullshit results too, trust me. That's what you get for laughing at people. Wakaka.
Minru is super super evil can?!
Bodoh, i love you lah. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Xuan: No, i'm not. Think i'm gonna die soon.
jonathan: Wrong. And Faye is my junior in Primary school lah, ben dan!
Kang Xing: Oops :x Sorry!
Justin: Faye is my junior in Primary school lah, ben dan!
MINRU: Yeah (; Of course it have to be! I'm born in the year of PIG mah :D
Monday, March 16, 2009 3:13 PM
Broke up. Big deal? Nah.
Friends have been keeping a lot of things from me recently.
What the hell, okay? I just knew everything yesterday alright? Aiseh, sian lo. You all like that, sua lah. Lucky i called someone then find out. Zzzzdxcx. Ask you all no one said a thing. I like retarded like that seh. You all very song lah, keep me in the dark everybody talktalktalktalk. Then Qianyi say call back, in the end i stand in the bus stop tried and tried to call her like stupid also number busy. Chiong home and forget about the phone call. Dulan siah.
Next time got anything don't need tell me already lah. Sian lo.
Chatted with Jacelyn yesterday. Hadn't had a good chat with her a long time already. Yesterday was really a good one, if not we're really drifting apart. Say want go out want go out, but in the end everybody busy. LOL. This week is really a piece of shit okay? Camp ends at Sunday and Mrs Ching still expects us to go school very early to arrange up the file.
Please lah. She want us to arrange still want us bring back the file to her. She can't collect and then give it out to us on that day huh? She lazy or i lazy? I was lugging the whole lot of books home on Friday and chionging for Kevin's birthday party, and then she didn't even bother to help us
lighten the load. Wthf. Crazy woman. So, in the end, i heck care and just went for my Higher Mother Tongue. Had to peep in the classroom to check if Mrs Ching is inside before i can see
Enthu. Unfortunately, she was there. Sianed. Went back to the classroom instead.
Took stupid videos. Kept laughing and laughing. We were doing an interview on our views of don't know what shit.
Then Kevin say like he was very happy his parent's pay get deducted and was super happy that his pocket money went down. We thought it was just testing, but we found out it was not in the last minute. But we just walked off. LOL.
So now what? You're gonna blame me for everything? It's not my problem; it's our problem, okay? Get this straight. Your attitude is like, don't know, busy and always giving me excuse for things. I know you are busy, but so what? You mean i'm very free? Your concern to me isn't a bit of friend's concern to me. I thought we'll last long, but it's just a illusion. Everything we had for this 2 weeks are like strangers to strangers. No point continuing our strained relationship. I hate this. I rather we'd continued to be friends. But, it's just bull shit in the end. Game over.
JIAMIN: Hellohs! LOL.
DAWN says: Nevermind. I'm not blaming you anyway (:
jonathan: Too bad your father don't allow. And, why you ask so much about Kangxing? :x
Kang Xing: It was not you and Felice, i know. So, no need to apologise. Just that it's my view towards your squad girls. Apologising is not gonna change anything.
Sunday, March 15, 2009 7:09 PM
Waseh(: Just got back from camp at around 1pm+. Haha, to think i had really survived the camp. I thought i'll die halfway. *touch wood, touch wood* LOL. I've shown a lot of emotions during the camp. Angry, happy, scared and blablabla.
It is really fun for the Saturday morning's icebreaking games. Had to interect more with the Sec1s. After that, went bunk to put back our things. I was the bunk leader (wakakaka) but we didn't put all the things properly, then kena scolding. My bad, guys. Sorry! Yeah, there were a lot of miscommunications. I was like running up and down the staircase- from the boys' bunk to the girls' bunk, then from the girls' bunk to the boys' bunk. Alright, that is already like PT for me already :x Just joking! After that, we played games and had our lunch.
And just let me skipskipskipskip to evening :D We had our dinner (duh!) and after that Cheok Yong (sorry if i misspell!) help me with the washing up, so i can look for NCOs for my medicine. As i was waiting for my medicine outside NPCC room, one of the NCC guys showed NCOs some photos and they were like laughing and laughing. Didn't really care about that lah. Just continue standing in senang diri position. Suddenly, NCO Joel placed a photo on my left and asked me to turn around. I obeyed and i saw a photo something. That was like so 'real and scary' can? LOL.
More games.
THE FIRE GAME! Ohmy! That's the best thing of the camp! We need to try to blow away each other's candle and burn their strings. Our group allied with Chiobu's group. LOL. Then it was like damn funny lah!
Sec 1 from Chiobu's group blew away my candle.
Me: Why the hell did you blow away my candle?
Sec 1: Correct what. You not from our group what.
Me: What the. Don't you know our group allied?
Sec 1: Oops. Sorry!
Haha! But in the end we didn't win. But at least we learned something from this. Responsibility. Big word and big meaning. Because there were suppose to be people who are guarding our strings, but i don't know for what reason, they just went off. And that is why our second string is burnt off. And that is why we didn't win.
Had our tresure hunt. We need to go down to the basement for our first clue. Oh-my-crap. BASEMENT. I was stunned! I'm really afraid my dark and then when i was down in the basement, someone switched off the lights. Crap. I squeezed and squeezed and squeezed Justin's hand. Sorry, Justin! LOL. The most scariest part was not the shooting range (A lot of people should know by now why the shooting range is scary), it's the process. When we finally came out, phew! Just before i can phew, NCO Sarah says that although we've walked one big round, we were not managed to find the clue, so therefore, we need to go down another round. Oh-my-crap-again. Luckily, we didn't go really deep. Although we didn't win AGAIN, but we really had fun lah :D
Supper. Green bean soup. Same as last year's. I didn't feel like drinking, bacause i'm quite tired.
Senior: Eh, don't pretend you allergy hor. I saw you drinking last year.
Me: Senior, i suddenly allergy leh.
Senior: *Laugh*
I kept making up stupid reasons just not to drink. I even said my mother say after 11 cannot eat anymore. LOL. And obviously, no one believed me .__________.
Went up and bathed. Group 1's girls were bathing first, because we were doing the duty at 1 am. Really had a bath, unlike last year, i didn't really bathed. At least this time i used soaps and last year i didn't :x
Back to bunk and slept. My squad girls tried telling the Sec 1s to keep quiet, but they didn't listen. I feel very angry and irritated, as well as pissed off. Hellohs, we were their seniors! At least they can show some respect for us right? And that time was like 12 plus. I was planning to sleep to somewhat recharge for my duty. But the Sec 1s were like noisy okay? I really just felt like pumping them after several warnings, but my rank is not enough and i didn't want to spoil anyone's mood. It's like they treat like invisible can? Ask them keep quiet then they kept quiet for a few seconds, after that heck care us. In terms of experience, seniority, education, age, we were all ahead of them. Can they just show us some face? Or did they really think that was their home? Their home that they could make as much noise as possible? I don't care if they defy their parents or whatsoever at home, but this is a NPCC camp, a camp for you to be more disiplined. I didn't say we Sec 2s didn't talk. Yes, we did say 1 or 2 sentences, but after that, we ZIPPED UP. And the Sec 1s? Just continue and continue like a train. Noisy. Just talking rubbish. They have so many rubbish to say that they no need to sleep right? I'd already warned them there'll be PT this morning, but they just don't care. Alright, from how the Sec 1s behaved, i see them as people who only behave with NCOs or Seniors around. Too bad they aren't in a good relationship with them. Why not try to suck up to them, huh?
It wasn't a good night. Too bad.
Falling in. I have no much comments. I'm trying hard not to use vulgarities in this post. But seriously, some Sec 1s really have some attitude problem, alright?
Today, there isn't much fun things. But i have two questions.
1. Does the chicken come first or the egg come first?
2. Osama and Obama. Why the difference is only 1 letter and yet one is a terroist and another is a president?
Difficult huh? Got some stupid answers back. From Yangxuan, from Winston, from Senior Weeming and from Felice.
Blablabla. Went for lunch with squadmates and ended up home after that.
Random quiz1. Where is the person you want the most now ?
Him?
19. Do you sleep with the TV on ?
Of course not! Waste of resources and monaye!
20. Are you too forgiving ?
Don't think so bah.
21. Have you ever wanted to be a firefighter ?
Nononoonoono.
22. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex ?
No.
23. Who do you miss ?
Miss? My toy dog.
24. What was the last thing you put in your mouth ?
Gummy bears!
25. If you could have any car what would it be ?
Sports car? Mazda? Oh whatever. I don't care.
26. What are you stressed about ?
How to complete my homework in time.
27. Do you have anything in your pockets right now ?
Dig you pocket lah.
28. How many windows are open on your computer ?
4 (:
29.In the past week have you gotten sick ?
Ohyeah. I did.
30. In the past week have you gotten your hair cut ?
Oh that reminds me! Thanks!
31. Who was your last call from?
Marmieeeeeee.
32. What can't you wait for ?
My birthday!
33. What do you do most of your time ?
Folding the stars i'm trying to complete.
34. How much clothes do you have in your closet ?
Sot. Do i need to count them?
35. On a scale of 1-10 , how good is life ?
8.
36. Will you and your ex ever get back together ?
Get back? For what? Over means over already.
37. Do you think you'll be a good mother/father ?
How the hell would i know? I'll get depressions first lah.
38. Are you high-maintenance ?
No.
39. Do people hate you ?
Do i have to survey them?
40. Do you trust your best friend ?
Is there someone i trust?
41. What's your pets name ?
Bibi.
42 . If you could change one thing about yourself , what would it be ?
Everything. Everything is one thing.
43. Where is your father ?
None of your bloody problem.
44. Does the person you love know you love him/her ?
No.
45. If you could tell him one thing , what would it be ?
Tell him one thing? I'll just be happy to talk to him as a friend. LOL.
Andandand.
My results:
English Language: 56.7 (C5)
Higher Chinese:
47.3 (D7)
Mathematics:
30 (F9)
Science: 66.8 (B3)
Geography (Revised): 72.9 (A2)
History (Revised): 62.9 (B4)
Literature (E): 70.7 (A2)
Home Economics: 73 (A2)
Remarks:
Jermaine should channel her energies towards more constructive learning.
Not bad, not bad. At least got 3 A2s (: Good job, Jermaineeeeee! Keep it up!
SAM!: (:
Dawn says: No point. Broke already :D
Jacelyn :B: No point. Broke already :D Maybe you can call me and i'll tell you what happened.
Ziru: Thanks, Zhu!
jonathan: Laodi! You should come for camp! It's supersuper fun!
ta: -.-
kuku:D: Kuku love to smack Mr Matthew's ass!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 8:38 PM
你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏
把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我
该怎麼生活 放了爱
你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我
该怎麼生活放了爱
会明白有种拥有 叫作放手
我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白 有种拥有 叫作放手
放了爱 我放了爱
aku cinta kamu<3
Monday, March 9, 2009 5:29 PM
Ohmycrap. Sticky, foolish, stupid and suckish day.
Suckish & foolish- Had PE today. I thought i had recovered from my sickness and all that crap, so i started running and running even with girlfriends warning me not too. Didn't even ran back and i almost fainted. Crap. My face was very white lah, the don't know who tell me :x And my head was hurting and spinning; stomach and worstworstworstworst. I didn't knew why had i did such a foolish thing. In the end, Enid and i went back to class to rest. Gosh, i wished i had never come to school today. But since i promised Enid, i won't break my promise :D
Sticky and stupid- Went Bobohut with Tricia after school. Borrowed $1 from her to buy a cup of Milktea. Laodi was standing in front of me when Tricia passed me the Milktea. I didn't hold it properly and 'PIAK'! The cup broke(?), kenaing Laodi's shoes and my hands, shoes and skirt. Had to ash my hands in the rain because i was simply too lazy to walk all the way down to CC just for my hands. Went home and wash my sticky legs immediately.
Crap. What a colourful day. Raining and i didn't had an umbrella, so Tricia had to escort me home. Thanks, Tricia! (:
I wonder if there is CCA on Wednesday. Seriously, i'm too lazy to go there. I'm just looking forward too the upcoming camp, which obviously need me to carry a lot of things again ): I've lost my Ezlink already. Other than buying standard card, what else can i do? Hey, thinking of the positive way, i'm an adult! I'm mature (i'm always mature :D)! Yes! Don't ever, ever call me lil kid, alright? I know i'm not tall, but i'm also not short, can? :x Okok, i'm talking nonsense again and again. Why did i even start this topic? Poo.
I better start planning for my 1 week holiday. There's so much to be done, yet there is only one week. Better not waste time, yeah? :D
Stupidstupidstupid B.
<3
Saturday, March 7, 2009 4:41 PM
B, no matter how hard is it for you now, just hold on. Let us cherish every moment we have with each other. I know you are very busy nowadays, but i don't mind. Jiayou(: I'll always be there for you, always be there to support you. B, let's stay together. You'll always be my B :D Aku cinta kamu, B. Muarks.
Hello, byebye. Hello, byebye. Hello, byebye.
(:
joceleen: Haha. I know about that already :D I'm sick, that's why ): Really miss you all lah!
QIANYI: LOL. I know you got camp meh? Nehmind, nehmind. Settle liao jiu hao (:
Jacelyn.N: Alright. Relinked.
Friday, March 6, 2009 12:43 PM
B, what is love to you? I don't want us to be separated after just a while? B, when i say 'i love you', it isn't just talking cock. I really love you. B, can we stop all these and start anew? B, sorry i'd lied to you about so-alot of things. But if you really think a break will be best for the both of us, i respect your decision. No matter what, i'll always be there for you <3
Let me just annouce something- JER IS SERIOUSLY ILL.
Just start from the beginning. I was just having some mild stomachache yesterday night, then it started to make me roll and roll and roll in pain on my bed. Finally, at 1.50am, i had diarrhoea {ohmycrap, i forgot how to spell that!}. It was really awful. After returning back to my bed, i felt like vomiting, but didn't. Gosh, am i going to DIEEEEE?! Just joking! Typical me, huh?
I want to attend
today's parade! Today's the
internal muster parade, wonder what's going on. But, given my condition, can i attend it? I'll probably faint when practicing my drills. But what else can i do? ): I seriously miss my CCA and girlfriends.
I'm tired of this world.
Edited.
王沺裁 is really, really handsome can?
Aku cinta kamu, aku rindu kamu
Kristine Mirelle - Let goEvery time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
Ohohohooooo
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Martin Kember - The Last SongIt's been over a year since she was here with me
And only recently that I began to heal
So I moved on finally seeing someone new
And that's when that call came through
Said she still thinks about me each and everyday
It caught me so off guard, I had no words to say
Now my heart's beating fast cause she awoke inside
Those feelings I thought have died
When the last song is over
It's time to move on
And I know I should tell her my feelings are gone
But there's still something missing I can't seem to find
A part of me I left behind
So I snuck out to see her against my own advice
Knocked on that old familiar door, I went inside
I look around and see what used to be our home
Now she lives here on her own
Woo oh oh oh
She starts explaining how he left and went away
I asked how long ago, 8 months ago today
Now my heart's beating fast
Can't handle what I see
Her baby looks just like me
Ohhhhh oh
When the last song is over
It's time to move on
And I know I should tell her my feelings are gone
But there's still something missing I can't seem to find
A part of me I left behind
It's been a part of me missing since you've been gone
And I can't even tell you how it felt so wrong
But there must be a reason it happened this way
As long as you're home, I'm okay
When the last song is over
It's time to move on
And I know I should tell her my feelings are gone
But there's still something missing I can't seem to find
A part of me I left behind
When the last song is over
It's time to move on
And I know I should tell her my feelings are gone
But there's still something missing I can't seem to find
A part of me I left behind
When the last song was over
I tried to move on
For so long I pretended like my feelings were gone
But there's been something missing and now I can find
That part of me I left behind
She's the part of me I left behind
Savage Garden - Crash and BurnWhen you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Chris Brown - With youI need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey lil mama
Oo u a stunna
Hot little figure
Yes you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own
And oh little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that your mine
You are one of a kind
And you mean to me
What I mean to you
And together baby
There is nothin we won't do
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all
And oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ooh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you theres no one left and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
Hey little shorty
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all
Yeah, oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Oh oh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Yeah
And I
Will never try to deny
That your are my whole life
Cuz if you
Ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need
Another woman
I just need
Your all or nothing
Cuz if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
They need they boo
They gotta see they boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight
And oh
I'm into you girl
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Now I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ooh ooh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
With you
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Edited. Went home at 10.50am today. I'm not feeling well, alright? Okay, that's not most of the reason. The main reason was that i didn't want to have the stupid Maths test. I mean, why do we have that? Make my heart more pain by failing it? Or let my parents smack my butt? It's just total crap, can? Can't i just have a break? Why must we have so little time for play and so much time for studies? Life is so short and full or regrets, why must we live it in a miserable way? Why everyone must control what we are suppose to do and what we aren't suppose to do? I'm so sick and tired of it. I hate it. I'm sick and sick and sick and sick of hearing the teachers nagging and nagging. I'm sick and sick and sick and sick and sick of teachers telling what my hairstyle should be like. I mean, HELLOHHHHS(?), it's our hair! They huanlo so much for what? I see no point can! I seriously need a break. Can the Earth stop rotating just for ONE DAY? Can we just stop our work and sleep for the whole day? There's no meaning to life. I really don't know why had we even bother to come to Earth. I'd rather be an alien and live outer space.
&&, Perfect Cut 2 (一切完美2) really rocks (:
B, i love you<3
