Everybody will have times when he or she is feeling down, sure. Sometimes i just can't control my tears and it'll just drop without me knowing. It isn't just me. A lot and alot of things had happened. I'm trying to be strong. I kept telling myself i can't hold on, i can hold on. But one day i know, i'm going to fall off the string supporting me. I know nothing is forever; everything has it's expiry date. I've learnt to cherish things around me and will not let go a thing. I really feel like shouting and shouting and shouting, running and running and running so that i won't come back to reality. But can that be done? I just want everything to go back to normal, just like how it was during the December holidays and the very starting of the year. Girlfriends, i just want you all to know that i really really love ya. But what is done can't be undone. As i look at how people were going off from our clique, i really feeling like bursting out. Really. First, it was Wenling, then we were almost seperated by a stupid tiny bullshit incident. Oh my crap.
And Mrs Ngoh. Driving me to my grave, huh? Calling me Jiamin Jiamin whole day and i seriously felt like giving her a tight slap for that. What's my christian name there for? Put nice nice so teacher can see huh? Jiamin is my chinese name, so why don't she just shut the fuck up and call me Jermaine instead? And purposely ask me to dye back my hair AGAIN when the colour is approved by Mr Kong, Mr Leong and Ms Maz. Wa piang. Why not she just kill herself? We'll be damn happy. Everytime when we have lessons with her, she'll always be talking about her CABIN, like how good and kindhearted the CABIN is. In short, she hao lian lah. Take over CABIN bigger then Mr Kong lah. Everything need her approval, her stamp, her signature lah? What is she? Teach F&N and OEL niah. What is she? Make Mr Kong had to come and ask me what was i going to do next. I could feel he really don't give a single damn lah hor. Probably you were the one who kept pestering him to find me, is it? Bu yao lian. Tsk. I dye back or not she care for what? Everybody also don't care liao she care so much for what?
MINRU: -.- bhb. Hard to tag? Why?
DAWN says: Oh. LOL.
joceleen: (:
Believe me, everytime i see you, my heart just goes crazy.
