I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

We shouldn't have lied. I'm sorry i've lied to my heart and you. It's my fault. I'm the culprit who broke both of our hearts. I'm really sorry. ): Forgive me, Baby, alright?

Part one over. Let's get on to part two.

Gosh. Complications really suck, seriously. I want things to go back the way it used to be, everything.

tricia: LOL. Hai hao lah.
joceleen: Thanks.
JIAMIN: Hello Jiaminnn. (: Relinked!
sya: Thank you, thank you. I know. :D
Kevin: Why? SHE SUCK. YOU SUCK TOO. ):

Tsk. Girlfriends to stay together again. Doubt that's possible lah. So much things had happened. I've tried to think about happy things and had managed to keep myself cheerful today. I'm just the crappy Jermaine as before. I'm just the girl you all had known before. Everything didn't change, but our friendship did. We did. Our mindsets did. It can't be helped, can it? Yeah, indeed i hate to see us fall out one by one, but it's no longer my problem anymore. Do whatever damn you all want. It's not my problem. That's it. Bye bye. Get out of my life.
{FYI, I'm just pin-pointing one girl}

Didn't know, and didn't expect it. I suppose it's just fate. Everything in the past in just bull shit. Nah, it's really meaningless to say anything. I mean, there isn't anything more to say right?

jonathan, Justin: Invited.
Kevin: LOL what LOL. Very funny meh? :x
DAWN says: Don't care him lah. -.-

Gosh, can things get any worse than this?

Went to the hairdresser's today. Wanted to cut my fringe slanted and cut a little bit of my side fringe. I asked and asked and asked her not to layer my fringe, then i don't know what the fuck is she doing, she went to layer my fringe! My mother! I really wanna kill her lah! Some more my side fringe was cut like gao sai can?

Think i'll just buy coloured contact lenses. &, yay(!), i'm going church tml after tution with Cousin♥ to celebrate Easter Day. Didn't went to Gym in the end and i'm already feeling very guilty. ): Hais. My target for 2.4km is 14 minutes. Got 15 minutes last time and became very lazy after that. Don't think i'll ever reach my target, unless i retest. LOL, but who the hell would want to retest? Retest means extra sweat, extra water for washing clothes and for consuming, and extra energy wasted. So what the hell do Jermaine Tan wants? I'm also not very sure. :x

I hate Mrs Ngoh. She suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck okay? Another version of Ms Ong. Damn, how many Ms Ongs are there in our school? I'm going crazy!

DAWN says: Thanks!
joceleen, Jacelyn :B: Invited.
jonathan: Give me your mail. I'm just too lazy to check it again.

It was raining again. Thought of him suddenly. Oh-My-God.

Oh yeah, i don't know what the fuck is wrong with my tagboard lah. Just press on 'Tab' after you pressed on 'email/url' yeah? Damn it.

Headache suddenly siah. Bull shiat. I don't know what i wanted nowadays. Mood swings almost everyday. That's terrible okay? Oh my crap.

Today. Swapped places with Yuelin. Actually, sitting there was really fun. At least i get to laugh and things. LOL. Stupid Crispan is like so.. STUPID? Haha. Well, he is stupid. Just don't know how to describe his stupidness. Andandand, i scored full marks for my history today, then Enthu, Crispan and Yifei say i haolian. Wthf. When i get lower than them, kena shoot. When i get higher than them, i also kena shoot.

I've totally flung my Science test on Energy. Okok, i admit that my Physics sucksxzc (*Pway*), but this time i'm confident that i can get at least 5 marks.

We had the Chapter D7 lesson with 2/6 at the AVA room after school. Gosh, all i can say is that the video is super super disgusting and i was disgusted at all the holy shiat crap. I just don't remember being borned that way lah. They say a pregnant women's first 12 months are alike to having seasick. That's terrible! My Mama must have gone through all these bull shiat before giving birth to me. No wonder when actresses act as if they're pregnant, they always feel like puking. Never mind, why am i talking about this anyway? Crap.

Was suppose to accompany Tricia to Lot 1's library, but i wasn't feeling well, then didn't go in the end. Sorry, Tricia! ): Long time never go Lot 1. I miss Lot 1 alright?

joceleen: Okok, just watch out for your butt tml.
Jacelyn :B: That's good! LOL. (:
qianyi: Don't worry.. :D
Justin: Ok.
passerby: Give me your email and i'll add. Thanks.
tricia: LOL. Orbi. Go and have one Golden Retriver lo. It'll just follow you around. :P

Private blog created! Ask to be invited on my tagboard and maybe i'll invite you. LOL (:

Speechless. Yeah, i'm speechless.

Isn't it pathetic? When can all these be over? I hate him; and i hate all of you who listened to him. He is nothing but a pool of shit! Very big huh?; liar! He is just polluting all our mind okay? And i seriously agree with Enthu. Really, really, really agree with her. I hate that pool of shit manzsx! Damn it. He took away our everything. What rights does he think he have? No, he doesn't. Yeah, and critisising us always. As if he is perfect! Oh God, i think i'm gonna puke out my breakfast, lunch and dinner sioh. Eeyeeeeeer, ask him fuck off canszxc? Ask him take a look at the mirror first (pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!) before insulting others? Eh walau, go back home lah. Come here for what? Sucker. You're just a sucker for life. Ewwwwww. Dog siah. Cao sissy. Stupid maoless sissy. I'll hate you for life, bastard.

Edited.
Wtf, wtf, did they want me to do? It really pains my heart, really. But what can i do?

Jermaine, 14
Daydreamer, selfish, noisy and have mood swings every now and then.

"People become good by decision; not influence." 1 Cor 15:23



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