我累了。
Saturday, May 30, 2009 9:56 PM

I'm going crazy from all these stuff. I knew i had made the wrong decision at the start. Now what? I'm lost and i'm going bonkers. I knew i can't withstand this for too long. Oh, God. I keep asking myself "Now what? What am i going to do?", but there is just no answer. I eat and eat and eat, but realised it couldn't solve any problem. I hate this feeling; i hate this stupid and irritating feeling. It feels like the whole world's going wrong, and it feels like everyone's a stranger.
I hate backstabbers, especially one like her. But surprisingly, i don't hate her. Had a session with Jesus today. He told me that i shouldn't hate that person, because He didn't want to see me skipping a lot of sleep just to think of a plan to sabotage that girl. I replied that i shouldn't, yes, but i just don't like the attitude of hers, the attitude which never fails to piss me off whether or not i'm in a good mood. I'm just irritated by the way she backstabs people and treat it as it has never happened before in front of the person. He said that i should bless the person. He said that it's her own personality to begin with, and the fact that you can't change it means that no matter how you hate her, she still won't change that attitude, would she? Yes, i agree with Him, no doubt. He also said that without love, there can never be hate. So when i hate her, it meant that i loved her. So, i should help her change her attitude to become a better person.
I don't understand. If there must be love, then hate in the first place, why should i even love her? I don't want to love a backstabber, i don't want to love a people who has an attitude like hers. I don't want. I want to love those who deserved to be loved. I want to love those who loves me. I don't want to love such a person. I don't understand why should i. But He said that if everyone was a backstabber, are you just going to hate everyone? Are you just going to isolate yourself when you shouldn't be doing so? Are you going to isolate yourself when everybody's backstabbing one another? Are you going to be one of the backstabbers yourself? I told Him that i won't. I promise and i swear that i won't. I won't let my friends be a backstabber. I won't let my loved ones be a backstabber. I won't let everybody be a backstabber.
Till then, i realised. It was me that i hated the most. It was me that i hated for not being able to change the fact that she was a backstabber. No one else was at wrong. My mistake for hating her instead of helping her and blessing her. I'm the one i had been hating from the beginning.
I'm tired. Really tired. I want a break from this world. I want a break from this big, big world.
To all: Okay, okay.
Kayaking.
Saturday, May 23, 2009 8:42 PM

Went kayaking with squadmates at Changi today. Overall it was fun, but for the price of my shoes being spoilt, it's not worth it. LOL. Okay, forget about what i've said. The surviving skill is like.. What the hell? Be prepared to get yourself wet like a fish out of water. It is tiring, and the sea is quite rough when i'm doing a little of kayaking on my own. My head is still spinning now. Oh yeah, my nose turned red, although i had applied sunblock. Maybe that's fate. Oh, it hurts when i scratch it. Ew, i hate sun burning on my nose. That's like, digusting? Oh yah, anything. I'm going for my last lesson tml. It'll be fun, i bet. But i prefer enjoying the sea breeze on the shore. Maybe different people have different style of living? Recently completed watching the whole 25 episodes of 'Boys Over Flowers'. It's very touching, let me tell you. I'm gonna buy the soundtrack soon, yay(!!!!), and it's gonna cost me a bomb. Worth it, or not? I don't know? But if i don't buy it now, i'm going to so regret it in the future. So, end of post. Post some of the Korean song's lyrics, and they're really nice. :D
가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐
(English Version)
even though i tell it not to go,
even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this
one by one, i count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't i even throw them away
really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
i love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?
even if i hold out my hands,
no matter how much i call out
you're always far from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't i erase it
really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
just one word.. the one phrase that you love
can't you just tell me?
i try to comfort myself with the lie
that i'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow
really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have gone crazy over this hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day
i must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me
can't you love me
One More Time
by Tree Bicycles
each day is so slow and so hard
because no matter how hard i try to reveal my heart
you can't see it
i'm just resent the time that's gone by
no matter how much time changes, i'm always sad
one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i'll laugh for only you, i'll cry for only you
one more time
like the hot sun of the sky
i'll love all of you forever, only you
one more time
i miss the image of the warmhearted you standing beneath the umbrella
though i wipe these tears again, i'm always sad
one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i'll laugh for only you, i'll cry for only you
one more time
like the stars that shine brightly in the night sky
i'll love all of you forever, only you
one more time
i promise that a tomorrow that we both share will find us
i promise that a happiness that we both share will find us
i'll always be by your side
one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i'll laugh for only you, i'll cry for only you
one more time
like the hot sun of the sky
i'll love all of you forever, only you
one more time
oh my love for you
oh one more time
oh my love for you
one more time
Day in City Harvest's
Sunday, May 17, 2009 8:02 PM

Saw Toro at City Harvest's today!!!! Super handsome siah, but his hair is like those kinda Africian girls {No offence!}. Yup, he came for a while only, to share his experience with us about his route to this religion. It's been a hard way, and a funny way, for him to get to know Jesus, but i can see he treasures it. LOL. Yup, i wouldn't forget Prof. Kim from Korea! Haha, she taught me how to not to hate a person, but to give blessings to the person you hate. It really works, okay? It's interesting, funny, and you can learn a lot of things from her. She has performed a lot of mircales all around the world, and when i saw the video, i was so touched. She owns the biggest church in the world, which is in Korea, and one of the top university in Korea. She's a cheerful women, i can see. I really enjoyed today's service. It's a very enjoyable one. I got to know a lot of new friends everytime {thanks to my cousin!} and sometimes, when i'm lucky, Pastor Kong is there to preach us too. Yes, a privilage. But, to be frank, i miss Debora. LOL. Sad. Didn't know why she is, and i didn't see her recently in service. ): Anw, Pastor Kong's friend is trying to get Rain to become aq Christian. Maybe he'll come to City Harvest's someday. Let's hope so. :D
Find myself back.
Saturday, May 16, 2009 11:21 PM

I'm tired of this big, beautiful world. Everything i do seems to make everyone unhappy. But i just can't shut the fuck up and listen to other's opinion. Yes, damn stubborn. But what can i do? Turn back time and not be born or what? What the hell the world is expecting from me, huh? Can't i just lead a normal and peaceful life like anyone? I hadn't done such a big and wrong mistake in my whole life before. I'm the one who has ruined my own life. I'm the one who has cause the whole lot of problem. Yes, my fault, it's my fault that everything is going wrong in this world, happy? My fault that you are late for school, my fault that your bacon's gone overcooked that morning, or my fault tha you wore a wrong pair of shoe to anywhere? My fault? Am i really wrong? Is it just so wrong to be myself? Damn it. Did anyone saw what i'm good at? No. No matter what shit am i good at, everyone will have the same thing. So what's the point of living these 14 years? Friendship, failed; academic, failed; relationship, failed; health, failed; everything, failed. Big failure, so what? Don't i have the rights to be myself? Don't i have the rights to lead the life i want? Why is everybody poking their noses in my affairs? Stop all of your nonsense lah! I had enough. I want to go on a long, long break. Somewhere by myself. Somewhere i can
find myself. Somewhere people don't really give a damn, except for the people i love. Somewhere the life is carefree and comfortable. Somewhere i am.
Edited @ 12.12am, 17th May 2009 {Sunday}
1. Samantha.
2. Jonathan.
3. Justin.
4. Joceleen.
5. Shuwen.
6. Shumei.
7. Kaimin.
8. Dawn.
9. Kang Xing.
10. Faye.
11. Alicia.
12. Kimberly.
13. Ziyuan.
14. Minru.
15. Tricia.
16. Izyan.
{Don't want to write already. If it's not enough, i'll just count back.}
How did you get to meet 7 ? {Kaimin.}
Through Enid.
What would you do if you and 15 never met? {Tricia.}
Nobody will have the same route as me when i go home.
What would you do if 1 and 20 date? {Samantha, Joceleen.}
Please. Samantha and Joceleen
WILL NOT be together.
Have you ever seen 17 cry? {Samantha.}
Nope.
Would 4 and 16 be a good couple? {Joceleen, Izyan.}
Nope. Different race and i think their personality will clash.
Do you think 11 is attractive? {Alicia.}
LOL. She is the cutest junior. (:
What's 2's favourite colour? {Jonathan.}
Go ask him. I don't know.
When was the last time you talked to 9? {Kang Xing.}
Very long ago, since there's CCA standdown.
What language does 8 speak? {Dawn.}
Human language. She speaks whatever i speak.
Who is 13 going out with? {Ziyuan.}
He keep changing one, who i know. Must keep a record book next time. :x
What grade is 12 in? {Kimberly.}
Secondary 2. My sister. :D
Would you ever date with 17? {Samantha.}
She likes someone else.
Where does 18 live? {Jonathan.}
Near Sunshine Place there.
What's the best thing about 3? {Justin.}
Decisive!
What would you want to tell 10 now? {Faye.}
Junior, i miss ya!!!!
Whats the best thing about 20? {Joceleen.}
She is my lab partner. Without her, i won't be able to complete most praticals.
Have you ever kissed 5? {Shuwen.}
Nope.
What was the best memory you have with 21? {Shuwen.}
Laughing about a teacher.
When's the last time you're going to see 6? {Shumei.}
Er, Monday?
How is 14 and 12 different? {Kimberly, Minru.}
Kimberly is noisy, but fun sister. Minru is someone who will sit down and listen to you, but is pretty wild sometimes. :x
Is 19 pretty? {Justin.}
I guess so. :x
What was the first impression of 11? {Alicia.}
A quiet girl.
How did you meet 20? {Joceleen.}
She's my classmate, what do you think?
Is 1 your best friend? {Samantha.}
No. She's my junior. Normal friends.
Do you hate 12? {Kimberly.}
Hell, no. She's my sister.
Have you seen 18 on the last month? {Jonathan.}
Well, i see that idiot every school day.
When was the last time you said 16? {Izyan.}
So long already.
Have you been to 5's house? {Shuwen.}
Nope.
When's the next time you gonnna see 10? {Faye.}
Primary School's open house.
Are you close to 13? {Ziyuan.}
Ok lah, he's my Kukubird.
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? {Joceleen.}
Nope.
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? {Dawn.}
Nope.
Would you give 19 a hug? {Justin.}
Er, nope.
When have you lied to 3? {Justin}
Not once. Swear.
Is 16 good with socializing? {Izyan.}
Guess she's okay lah.
Do you know secrets about 9? {Kang Xing.}
No. Even if i know, i'm not gonna tell ya.
Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. {Kimberly, Minru.}
They're schoolmates.
What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? {Kang Xing.}
We're in the same CCA.
What's the worst thing about 6? {Shumei.}
She is too smart. Joking!!!!
Have you ever had a crush on 12? {Kimberly.}
TOLD YOU SHE'S MY SISTER! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM HERE?
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? {Minru.}
No.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? {Samantha.}
I only want to smack her crush's face.
Has 21 met your mother? {Shuwen.}
Nope.
How did you get to meet 15? {Tricia.}
Primary school.
Did you ever physically hurt 3? {Justin.}
Nope.
Do you live close to 7? {Kaimin.}
Yes.
What's 8's favourite food? {Dawn.}
*Shrugs.
What kind of car does 1 has? {Samantha.}
Toy cars.
Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? {Kang Xing.}
Nope.
If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? {Minru.}
I think a lot of things. She's a maniac.
Finally it's done.
The Great Depression.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 2:45 PM

Stuff it. I flunged my Maths test. Great. The most i can get is 23/80 {i think}. I forgot what i told Baey, Kimberly, Nora and Yue Lin. Okay, don't laugh. At least there's an improvement, alright? Damn, the paper was tough like hell. And we were suppose to finish the questions, including the graph, in 1 hour and 30 minutes. This time, there was no Paper 1 and 2. Should i smile or cry? I ended up leaving my Section B blank. I didn't have, and didn't want to, complete the graph. I was wondering why did i even bother to bring that stupid flexible curve. Oh yea, i didn't even bother to look at the graph questions. I have enough of inverse and direct proportion. I mean, inverse is alright, because i've been studying it the whole of last night. Even when i was doing my history exam, i was still busy recalling the method of inverse proportion. Great, talking about history, what the hell is the
'what what what' trade? I don't even know what's that. Bull crap. Stop the topic about history. My target was to score an A1 for it, but i doubt i can even score an A2 for it, please. I'm also very worried about my Chinese. 55 marks. I was so over-the-moon when i saw my test paper with those marks. But when i saw what was behind my marks, i felt like tearing the paper and feed it to the dogs.
'55 -0.5' Oh my mother. I failed my Chinese by 0.5 marks!!!! But, hey, there's still a Paper 1 to pull up my marks. Please, please. Let me pass my Paper 1. I don't want to fail every subject, especially for English, Science, Mother Tongue and History. Others i don't really care. Except Maths. It's not that i don't want to score well. I mean, hello(?), who doesn't want to score well? But i just don't have the talent in Maths, and it takes time for me to understand the complex concept behind it. Geography is a topic about crap. You talk crap, write crap, study crap and learn crap. Geography is so similar to Science, why don't they just combine the both of it together? Geography is my failure too. It's not that i failed, it's just that i've no confidence about the upcoming Geography MYE. What do they expect, anyway? I lost my 2A textbook. I didn't even remember touching it. Oh yea, once. When i finally remembered that there was Geography on that day, i brought my 2A textbook. And guess what? People were using their 2B textbook already. Wthf. I was so enraged.
I saw someone this morning, who was the first to hear my weird weird voice. Lim Zi Yuan. Oh God. He was the first one to hear my funny funny voice and started laughing. Is it really funny? Okay, guessed it was. Yue Lin's turn. I didn't even dare to talk to her. I just made some stupid gestures to her. LOL. And she got it. No bad, not bad, quite clever, keep it up. After Yue Lin was Shu Mei. When i finally spoke with my funny funny voice, i forgot what's her reaction. :x Ask Baey if Mrs Ching want those people who's going to retake the test in staffroom, he asked if i had became a man. Yea, great joke. That's insulting, alright? I kept coughing and coughing. Can things get any worst than this? Retook Maths test. This time's paper was much more harder than the previous one can? We tried copying each other's work, but we were all at different questions. Damn. Went to buy drinks with Yue Lin and Kimberly, then home sweet home.
Felt dizzy when i reached home. Guessed it's because of the medicine. No wonder i've been feeling a bit dizzy during Maths exam. Mummy how i did for my Maths. I told her sure fail, confirm, prepare yourself for the worst. LOL. Mummy, i know myself the best. If my marks were around 30/40, i would tell you that there are still chances that i may pass. If i say fail, it meant
fail.
How am i going to study for my Geography and Science when i about to faint? Save me, anyone.
jon: Yah, yah. You super clever. You look like Andy Lau and Edison Chen.
Jacelyn!: Okay lah. That person is worst than me. (: You're welcome!
jerel: Okay lah. At least haven't die. Yah lah, boh xim boh xim lo. Where's your Baby?
SICK.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 12:46 PM

Yay!!!! {
Or Boo!!!!} I'm sick. 38.4 degree. Great, and i've Medical Certificate for 2 days. It means that when i come back from school, i'm taking that stuffing Maths exam. Talking of Maths boils my blood. Damn Mrs Ching lah. Yes, i don't deny that she's a good teacher, but it doesn't mean she can call my parents and talk to them, right? Okay, so what, 2/42. Should i cry loudly and kill everyone? NO. There's no need to make such a big fuss. I know what am i doing, please. This is my life, so let me take charge of it. I don't need teachers calling one after another, telling my parents how badly i've flung my Common Test and things. I know when to tell them and when NOT to tell them. I know my limits, teachers. Yes, so please stop calling up and making me puke.
Oh yes, Dr Sonia's back!!!! She was the doctor whom i saw yesterday. Okay, it's because of some incident, so i, er, prefer her. (: Okay, so my mother and Dr Sonia began the session on my gastric. Bla, bla, bla. This session is
super boring. And i was so, so lucky. Dr Sonia said gastric causes headache. I was so, so, i mean SO, elated. LOL. Because of
some reasons. :D Yea. So, hopefully i won't recover tml, and there's another day of MC so i can skip Maths exam. Maths really suck lah. And of course, History rock!!!! My headache is really getting worst today. {
NOTE: NOT BECAUSE OF GASTRIC.} Maybe it's because the medicine? Especially the flu ones. Made me slept at 9.35pm yesterday and woke up at 8.00am today. I'm really exhausted my the medicine thingy, yea? Maybe i've got swine flu? Oh no, GOD! *
touches wood* Alright, alright. Let's hope we won't get it. :x I'm so bored and i've got nothing to do. that explains the longlonglonglonglong post today. Understand my feelings, guys. And i just don't feel like sleeping, i just feel damn giddy. Let's do something random, yea?
10 random facts about me:
Jacelyn Ng Jie Ling and Ng Qian Yi are loved!!!!
I want long hair. ):
I have a star bangle.
I love my softtoys.
Ziyuan is so maoless because he doesn't reply my message.
I'm alive, not dead.
I'm typing something now.
The MC is written in black ink.
Today is May 12.
I'm living in a house.
Okay, i think this will do for today's post. Bye. (:
Betrayer.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 12:35 PM

A random photo which is very, very old. Just posted it because i'm feeling very random right now. Browsed through my albums and found a lot of old photo, including my squad's last year's promotion test photo. Well, isn't that a great thing? I thought i've deleted it, but to my surprise, it's still inside my album. Yay, let's pop some champange and celebrate!!!! Wthf, okay i'm lame.
Back to the main point of today's post. I'm really, really angry and disppointed in him, alright? I didn't knew what happened to me, but i just have this kinda feelings. I hate the feeling of being decieve, and yet when i gave him so much trust, he betrayed it. That's it, my limit. -'- What he takes me for? Yes, the world is full of liars and backstabbers, and i just didn't expect him to be one of them. I
oh-so-mistrust him. What to do? I can't expect him to say sorry to me, huh? It's just, normal(?), for people to lie to each other, right? Maybe i'm a bit oversensitive? Maybe i should continue to let him lie out of the hell of me(?) and i'll just nod and agree. Bull shit. Maybe you may think what others will do is what excatly what i'll do, then you're wrong. Oh, stuff it. Can i just die? I'd never thought that you would lie to me. Too bad. You'll never have my trust and respect anymore. Just stuff yourself up.
Justin: Okay lah, hai hao only. :D
DAWN says: Yup, correct.
Faye: LOL. Okay, okay. I cut until like bull shit already. :x
AliciaTan!: Hms, then that's GOOD. (:
K♥IMIN: Ah, so is Pastamania's nice or not? You said not nice, then say nice again. Very confusing leh.
qianyi: I also don't know what's that bangala doing in my blog. :x Say until you very clever like that. -.-
Samantha: Relinked.
Outing with girlfriends
Friday, May 8, 2009 9:20 PM


Got back from an outing with Jacelyn and Qianyi. LOL. Stupid Jerel wanted to go pool, then he told Keith super late, and in the end there was no slot. No slot never mind, we were waiting for 3 o'clock to arrive, and Jerel just said no more pool. Wthf. So in the end, they went to my house and waited for me to change and makeup. They took really, really funny photos in my house, okay? HAHAHAHAHA.
Made some
lame, lame jokes and i had to tickle myself to laugh (!). Jacelyn keep saying we very bad.
WILL MEH? Okay, anything. Went to M. LAN and waited and waited for the comps. Very, very long okay? So, we continued to take funny funny photos. Well, i didn't have the time to post all the photos. Yeah, my brother is waiting for me to finish my post. Oh yeah, Qianyi went in the M. LAN and started screaming. Embarrasing, pleaseeeee! Made new friend(s). LOL. Maybe the one with the nice hoodie is my friend too? I don't know. Jacelyn just concluded that she was my friend. Well, so be it. Hm, finallyyyyyy, we had comps to play. Finish all those things that we wanted to do and Jacelyn's father started spam-calling her. Shiok right? Well, that's pretty lame. Anyway, we rushed home in the shortest time. Didn't have money in my card anymore, so Jacelyn and Qianyi gave me some money. God, i sound like some beggar, huh? No matter what, thank you! Instead of going home, i went to fetch my bro, because i didn't have anything more to do. Okay, that was a past time. Went home and my boring evening started. (*Yawns)
Fairytales aren't true.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 5:36 PM

Sick, sick, sick, sick
!!!! Ew. Think i'm suffering from Swine Flu, huh? I wasn't send home, but my nose was blocked all the while. Wished i've died. Fudge it. Going tried Jacelyn N.'s method by cutting my fringe myself. Turn out like bull shit. Damn. Kevin N. found out and he said i 'geh kiang'. Okay, okay. Forget about it then. So, whose fault is this? Jacelyn N.'s or mine? Okay, forget it too. I've got nothing better to do. Went YouTube and randomed for music videos. The Climb's quite nice, the graphic. The song is also quite nice. Haha, yeah, trust me. Want to go parade on Wednesday and Thursday. Really. But
i'm sick. Gonna to the Doc's later. Boring. It's just no life lah. I like another doctor. She's better than the current doctor. What to do? Don't even know whether she's coming back or not. Hai. Spent a lot of money recently. I'm broke
!!!! I'm feeling so lethargic right now. I could just fall asleep anytime. God, what to do?
This year isn't a good year to begin with. I can't stop falling sick and stuff like that. How am i going to sit for my exams?
Lunch out with Friends.
Monday, May 4, 2009 6:43 PM


YAY (!!!!). Found my wallet at last. It was under my bed. *Gasps* How the hell did it get there? None of my business. All i care is that,
MY WALLET IS FOUND! Met Jacelyn, Qianyi, Stupid Jerel and Patrice for lunch. Didn't know what to eat and Jerel got super fed-up because we can't find Qianyi. Okay, relax. Went to Pizza Hut's {
My-Great-Idea-Which-I-Regretted-Later-On}. Qianyi was damn embarrasing okay? I just don't know how to describe things. God, God. Lucky i'm not in the same school as her. Okay, i ordered a plate of baked rice, which i forgot the nice-nice name. The food was bullshit. I should have ask my Grandma to cook for me. Ew. Suck. I swear i'm not gonna have the same baked rice
ever again. Nope, not in my entire life ever. I left a lot of leftover. It's not really a lot. It's just a little bit (: So, we decided to do something disgusting to my poor little baked rice. Jerel poured pepper and ice, i poured coke and cheese and Jacelyn poured in the dried chili flakes. Went away, after footing the bill {DUH!}. Jerel and the Stead went home. After loitering and having a lot of fun with someone's voice, we decided to go library. Hey, that's a nice placeeee(!!!!). Took super lame photos and cracked super lame jokes. The place was frigging cold, thanks to Jacelyn's recommendation. Thanks a lot. Went home with Qianyi. Talked about someone. He's digusting, alright? Okay, i'm stopping here!
Bored to tears
Friday, May 1, 2009 10:07 PM
Heyyoh. Got a big and stupid headache. I didn't know how to manage my prioity. Bull-crap. Promotion test important or exams important? Both are
VERY important to me, kayszd? I wanna die this moment. I didn't know a Mothers' Day can cost so much. Alright, alright. Enough of complainings and rubbish. Time for a decent post. *Laughs* Since when i didn't post A decent post?
Okok, what to talk about? Nothing. That's good. Because i didn't know what to post about too. Lame.
Ooooooh. Parade. Thursday. Sucks. Come school at soooooooooooo damn early and just for NPCC Day. Cool, isn't it? At least i didn't really participate in it last year. It was raining, and we said the stupid pledge in the void deck. No one heard us, though. It was seriously Booooo. Thumbs down. This year, hopefully it'll rain again. I'm gonna take my English paper in my quater uniform. Cool, huh?
JOKE. Maybe we'll have good luck because of the beret? Hmhmhm, maybe? Let's try, why not? But it's really uncomfortable. The skirt if like superrrrr tight and i can't even climb a flight of stairs properly. Like that kinda office woman, yeah? Imagaineeeeeeee. I'll look weird. Uhhoh. Never mind. The class is already used to it (?????).
Maths. Sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks. I hate MATHSSSSS. Why the hell is there sucha stupid subject in the world? Maths are seriously NOT for me, okay? Don't know lah. Stupid calculations, and i'm always deducted marks for carelessness. Okay, that's life, huh? Hai. I've no life can? I'm trapped at home all day long and i want to die. Exams are stupid too, but Maths are more stupid. Okay. Whatever. Studying just suck, alright?
K♥IMIN: Relinked, Twinny <3
sya: Relinked. You pulled my hair meh? You should be dreaming. I was wearing my beret lah.
Faye: OF COURSE I'M GOING!!!!
Justin: She's NOT okay. Let her take you for OEL or something, then you'll know her power.
jon: She's always stupid whatttttt.
DAWN says: Okay sure. You too, babe :D