Sakae sushi!!!! (:
Saturday, June 27, 2009 5:50 PM

Sakaed with girlfriends yesterday. Lol, we had a lot to talk and laugh at. We ate a red plate, then after eating we regretted it. It's suppose to be don't know what soft shell crab what shit one. Then in the sushi, there's egg (i think it's suppose to be the crab's egg), something that Yue Lin described as 'Tau pok', and a few unknown substances. It's disgusting! When you bite it, it's like some flour thingy on your tongue, then when you bite one more mouthful, it gets worst. Ew, i swear i won't eat another red plate ever in my life again. Shit, it suck! After eating that piece of garbage, i've no more appetite. We talked and laughed. Shortly after that, we called for desserts. We called for the waiteress and, what the heck! She gave us attitude siah. Then she said there's no Strawberry Smiles and Tempura ice cream, only left the Mochi. Then we say ok, give us 3 sets first. Then she went in the kitchen, brought in 6 mochis, which were a mixture of sesame and yam. Suck lah, the two were the most unpopular flavours. When i saw them, i really don't feel like eating already, can? Then there's this waitress who changed 3 into mixtures of lychee and peach. She told us this was compliments and are not included in the buffet. Wthf, not included in the buffet? What the hell is she talking about? It was explained very clearly to us that the desserts were part of that buffet. So what's her problem here? Luckily, when we ordered another round, another waiter gave us 4 lychees and 2 peaches. Glad we approached him. We paid the bill and wrote a feedback form, lol.
After buffet, we went playing around. Yuelin and i wanted to help Puay Yun makeup in Watson's, but Puay Yun don't want. Then okay lah, don't force her. We went BHG to try on super high heels. LOL, there was one i can't even stand up properly. When we were playing halfway, Yue Lin's mother took her home. So Puay Yun and i trained home, since there's nothing much more to play already.
I hate it when human beings are being ultra-sensetive.
Samantha: Oh.
aloysius: Sorry, i can't remember you. Either you rarely talk to me or you didn't leave an impression deep enough.
I love my girlfriends. <3
Thursday, June 25, 2009 10:40 PM

Hello. :D Went Jurong Point with Samantha today. Actually she wanted to watch "Ghost of the Girlfriend's Past", then the timing like buey gam, so i suggest we watch "Drag Me To Hell", which timing is quite good. Went around walking and i bought a hairband with a huge rose on it. Samantha brought a hairband too, but of course no rose lah, lol. Hers was a ribbon. Went in to the theatre soon after.
"Drag Me to Hell" is a nice movie. I would rate it 4 stars. (: Very scary, the sound effect, so yeap, try not to go on ya own yeah? Samantha and i held on tight to each other's hand like the thing is going to come out of the screen or what, lol. Never mind. It is really interesting, and i really recommend it. But in conclusion, it is scary, yup.
Here's the scariest part of the Jurong Point trip:
Samantha wanted to eat Häagen-Dazs, so we decided to sit there and eat. I ordered one scoop of Tiramisu and she ordered one scoop of Cookies & Cream. The waiter said he would charge us as 2 scoops together, which was S$9.50 as shown on the sign board. Then we ate happily and what shit but when we got the bill, i almost fainted. $14, okay? The ice-cream charge was like $11+ and guess what, yes, the bill shows 2 combined scoops of ice-cream! Wow, i can watch another round of a movie with that money. God, if we knew that we won't sit down there and enjoy life.
We went window shopping for quite a while until i gave the idea that we go try clothes for fun. So we started wearing and taking and stuff. Well, i guess that's alright once in a while. We don't have the money to buy it, so it's not a bad idea to wear it even though you can't have it. Yeap, we tried until i wanted to go home.
I really want to go out with girlfriends tml, but my mother don't let me. What shit lah. I don't know how to describe her lah. She just broke her promise to me, wthf. Hate her.
SAM!: (:
qianyi: Are you okay?
jon: Oh, shut up. Big Bang rocks, for goodness sake!!!!
Kevin: Very funny meh? o.o
Dawn says: It's a nice song, yes. (:
samantha♥: relinked.
Please help her!!!!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 10:50 PM

It's heart-wreacking to see such a little kid suffering. I'm really going to persuade my mum to donate some money to her via I-Banking, then pay her back the money in cash. The donation drive is ending on 29th June, 23:59. Please, help her.
Here's something i took from the source:
"Little Charmaine is down with cancer Neuroblastoma, stage 4, high risk. This is a form of cancer that occurs in infants and young children. For Charmaine case, hers is high risk as her cancer has spread to her bone marrow and bones.
Her doctor, Dr. Aung, has sent her family an email saying that they can bring little Charmaine to New York for treatment, however they need to pay an upfront deposit of USD $350,000 (About SGD $507,955 basing on the exchange rate of USD $1: SGD $1.45)
So far, according to the conversation that I had with Charmaine’s mummy, Cynthia, They have gathered about $50,000; this includes all their savings. However, that’s a far cry from the amount needed for the treatment."
I really sobbed after seeing this little girl's mum's blog. Here i am, living healthly as a 14 year-old kid, and there's a 4 year-old girl suffering from the 4th stage of a rare cancer. I know, not all of us are rich, but every dollar counts for that little girl. I'm sure everyone can just take as much as possible to help her, right? S$507, 955, how much does an average person takes to earn
this much? I'm sure her mother would be taking odd jobs all around. I'm sure no mother in the world would allow their child to suffer that much pain. So, let's take it as some charity thing, okay?
Charmaine, may God bless you to raise that sum in time to get your illness treated...
Lame.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 3:26 PM
BIG BANG!!!! ♥ Okay, their songs are totally awesome, alright? I mean,
awesomeeeeeeeee. I went around downloading their damn songs last night. It's not to that kinda romantic romantic lah. You all should try their songs!
I'm crazy about facebook nowadays. Is that wrong? Lol, nope.
Ok, end of post. That's lame.
WHy is it so hard to forgive?
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 6:06 PM

Yea, why is so hard to forget? I just can't stand the thought of everything. I always thought time would heal, but i'm always wrong. But still, i still believe in it. I can't stand the way she looked, the way she talked, the way she stand and walk, i just can't stand her everything. Can she just get out of my damn life? Oh my God, i've never seen such a bitch. I stopped revenging because i've lost interest in everything i do. Why should i lose interest in my favourite stuff just because of her? She's not even worthy to be called a friend. Up till now, i still kept her secret which i promised her to not say it out. Is she worth it? I kept asking myself that question over and over again. Is she really worth killing some brain cells? She's such a noob. She keeps getting on my mind and irritates me. Can i just kill her or what shit? No, obviously. What should i do? WHat can i do? I'm in such a loss. I'm such a failure in everything. I'm going crazy. Crazy, yes. I just want to kill somebody. Her. I kept getting distracted because of that slut. F, it she really worth that amount of attention that i give her? I don't know. I really don't know. Ask her to shut her idiotic head up, please. Anyone. Anyone just give me some ideas, anyone, please. I feel that i can't hang on much longer. I need a break from everything.
jon & Justin: Yah, yah. Continue with your little chat. (:
Jacelyn!: Love ya too, lol. Tagged back. :D
Crap, crap & more crap.
Friday, June 5, 2009 11:14 PM

Yup, people, must be curious why i didn't mention a single word about my MYE results. Because it's super embarrasing, alright? So, don't mention, lol. Kept going to the gym recently, because it's finally holidays!!!! I can relax, sure. Wanted to go jogging with squad mates today, but was made to baby-sit my brother because my Granny went overseas and my mother had to work OT. Wthf, missed another chance. Oh, okay, never mind. This holiday is quite long, so there's a lot time to spend. I want to spend it wisely, but i've been sleeping like nobody business recently. Sigh. Wasn't able to go Suntec with the others because of some stupid reasons. :x Still didn't go today despite Qianyi's 'encouragement' and stuff. LOL. And thank her for wait for 307 and taxi with me. Well, shouldn't thank her after all. Yah, yah, whatever. She kept giving me that kinda act cute faces. Oh, thanks, Qianyi. 'I love you', yeah? Alright, alright, enough of crap.
I don't want to go to the hospital and face the truth. What if i'm really that unlucky? What if i'm the one which the stupid disease struck me? I don't want to end up like my uncle, i don't want. I still have a lot of things i want to do, still got a lot of things i want to share with my friends. A lot of things i'll regret if i'm going to just go like this. I don't want it. I want back my future. I want back my life.
jon: Oh, shut up.
Justin: Then why everytime i go boys' blog, they like have no idea what to post huh?
joceleen: LOL.
Edited. Edited. Edited.@ 1.06amGot a feeling that this month is going to be a super boring month. Shit. I've to go back to school so-lot of times that i don't even have enough time for myself. And, of course, my gym sessions and Shumei's swimming 'lessons'. Damn, i really hate this thing. Since it is a holiday in the first place, why should we go back school? I'm really going to die of fatigue can? Tired of everything lah. I hate the sunlight, don't know why. I just feel like smashing it into a few billion pieces. I can't stand the idiotic heat. I wished it'll rain every now and then.