Seriously, i'm sick of the 恨来恨去 game. Fuck man, it's driving me really crazy. People whom i've been really really close to can end up betraying me. People like Enid, Wenling, Tricia. Seriously, from the very bottom of my heart, i've treated them like friends i could confide in. And, i've also treated them like a friend too. What did i do to deserve such betrayal? Hey, it's not like i've stepped on you all like how i stepped on the floor; it's not like i gave you all a great big slap and stuff like this. How can a friendship have no trust in it? I mean, i trust every friend, really. Regardless how long i've known you all, how much time we had spend together, yet this is all i get for trusting you all- a big scar on my heart. I don't know if you all had really treated me like a real friend before, but this lesson really feels like pouring a huge bucket of water on my face. I've finally woke up from my so-called 'friends must trust friends' policy. I've finally realised friends don't really trust friends afterall. Maybe it's true that what goes around comes around. One fine day, you all will get back treatment on how you had treated the others. That's all. I've nothing much to say to this mother fuckers.
Anyway, today is my Chinese(?) birthday. Do i really call it as my Chinese birthday or Lunar birthday? Whatever. I'm going chalet with my cousins and aunts. Happy Birthday to my cousins too. She has the same birthday as me. So we help them to save $$, buy one cake for 3 people. -.- Okay never mind.
Looking forward to the 2nd of November. (:
